Moody day......

Today's National Day...
we got 3x pay!
some only get 2x pay...
like Zanmai.. Hot Piper.. bla bla bla..

Although today is public holiday...
business still slow like sh**!
kinda getting bored working here....
sick of 'certain things'!!
should i resign??
i really feel like to...
but when?
thought of giving letter today..24 hrs notice...
but i'll wait..
wait till end of payroll...
then might work with Budi...
still prefer working in busy outlets....
at least working is like exercising..
haha

Had dinner after work..
(since it's not busy..finished work at 7)...
after meal..
had a pint of Tiger beer...
can't even finish and started to feel dizzy...
damn! I still have to drive home!
drive quite carefully today..
scared got road block...
if got... mampos!!

Tomoro is another new day...
will stay back as usual...
study / do assignment with Nick & Budi...
just hope it will be another good day ^^

Last.....

I had my last stick of cigarette yesterday afternoon...
I told myself...
it will be the LAST one...
hope i can quit smoking....
if i can...
i know i can 'quit' the feeling as well...
wish myself luck..

Rainy day....

It's 4:30 now....
tiring day after attending classes...
including the last class which is the 'dunno what' Web Programming..
just dunno what's the point of the practical class...
just doing some stupid exercises...

Now staying back with the guys, Budi and Nick...
trying to start Web Programming assignment...
we're supposed to create a portal selling / displaying products...
every week have to pass up different parts as marks were given...
hope with the pro Budi here can finish up ASAP..

Had lunch in Hot Piper just now...
since Kevin's working there...
we have discount for a la carte orders...
food there still ok...
but today I ordered the lasagna set lunch
don't really like it because too much tomato!
too sour and not really what I expected...
what I cooked last time is much better...
haha...
while waiting for the food...
Kevin introduced us to play a game called 'Taboo'...
it sorta test our English and the way we express a term, without saying any of the words given...
a very interesting game to be played among peers..

OMG...
it's 5:30 now and I felt something like a gastrik pain....
forcing myself not to eat anything now as dinner is awaiting me at home!
if i eat now...
i'll use extra $$ and eat double....
cos promised mummy that i'll go home for dinner...
hope my stomach will be good and cooperative....
haha...

Friday's class cannot be changed to Thursday...
therefore tomorrow don't have class...
will be studying at home I guess...
gonna do revision everyday...
try not to study last minute anymore..
haha

21.08.09

Felt like I have a lot of things wanna write here...
but just dunno how to start.....
wrote at least 4 -5 drafts but all 'kek下kek下'....
haiz.....

Maybe I should start with my opinion of my classes this week...
we cannot expect that all classes should be fun and not boring...
as usual....
Ms Angela's class was with the most fun....
especially today's class....
we're 'playing' something on a website....
and spent almost half an hour on it!
thanks to the guys for wasting so much time.... haha

ERP class is the MOST BORING class!
especially practical class!
i know ERP is very important and useful...
but then.....
just can't stand the boringness and blurness towards that subject....

2nd worse class is Web Programming...
OMG!
they hired a Korean lecturer to teach us...
with her heavy korean accent and doesn't know how to pronouce certain English words....
i dunno how i'm going to strive through this subject....
some more that stupid tutor assistant (TA) damn f*cking lan si!!
damn! just a TA and act as if he's the boss of SCT!
ask him question and he call us to refer to the question!
if question is clear also don't need to ask him la!

This sem we have Thursdays off...
Friday's classes until 4:30...
we're trying to move all Friday's classes to Thursdays....
can have 3 days off straight...
can work more days....
trying to fulfill someone's dream....
hoping it can come true before her birthday... ^^

Anyway...
6 subjects this sem is too much for some of us...
even the 2 good Yemen students decided to drop 2 subjects this sem...
thought of doing that too...
but doesn't want to waste more time and money in college....
time passes fast....
everything will be over before you knew it....
just hope can get good results at the end.....



Gonna get prepared to go out soon...
we have a primary school gathering...
heard there will be around 25 ppl attending...
at Starhill Jogoya....
supper got 50% discount!
but still...
later eat so full how to sleep o??
tmr need to wake up early to go work some more...
haiz....

17.08.09

终于开学了!!
今早还起不到身....
爸爸叫了三四次才起到....

感觉上整个假期过到很充实下....
头两个星期跟表弟玩....
后两个星期不会太闷不会太忙....
周末去做工下虽然有时会闷可是好过在家...
呵呵.....


新学期的时间表很suck下....
拜一拜二两个小时休息.....
可是是分两次来休息....
往好的方面想....
酱那些男的不会整天讲去打机....
都不懂那些dota有什么好玩....
可以玩到他们喊来喊去....
看到都显.....

讲讲今天第一天课感想....
一大早就上了'数学课'.....
老师讲这个business maths 会有很多formula要懂....
考试会提供formula...
可是一用错就够力了.....
第一堂课老师就打击全班了...
说failure rate 是 50%!
拿到A的才那两个....
够力! 要加油了!

第二堂课.....
上到超闷....
全班都快睡着了.....
课室又超冷....
更离谱的是.......
这个老师一开口又打击了我们....
failure rate 又是 50%!
A 的也是两个罢了...
看来要好好加油了....
这个sem开始有算CGPA了....
我要我的CGPA美美的above 3.75....
希望可以做到啦.....

最后一堂课....
audi 竟然没有电!
拖拖下半小时后才开始上课....
全部人第一天上课都顶不顺要睡觉了....
幸好这个老师教书不会太闷....
不然我看没有人会鸟她.....

5:30终于放学了...
超饿的....
才想到今天午餐都没有吃....
只喝了豆浆仙草....
哈哈

现在好累.....
要早睡了.....

Happy School Reopen Everyone!
and.....
Happy National Day to Indonesia!
haha

08.08.09

This is written 6:15am this morning:

Today I'm supposed to wake up 5:30am and reach Mabel's house by 6:45
because we're having a basketball game at another friend's house at Desa Park City...
5:05am received Mabel smsed saying her bf got drunk and she have to look after him...
so i decided not to go also cos no place to bath after the game....
have to work after that...
i can go to other people's house to bath...
but.........
i don't have all their number!
haiz.....

Lie on the bed trying to sleep again...
but dunno why a lot of things keep running in my head...
and i felt very very awaked!
wanted to go online....
but saw mummy's room door not tightly closed....
she open the door can see me straight....
then tried to write this blog using handphone's WAP...
but.....
'This page is too large to display, please try another link'....
swt........
roll here roll there.....
i think around 7++ only fell asleep again....



Today's restaurant not busy at all...
can say i lepak whole day....
hehe....
but damn dulan the stupid manager!
don't make me angry i call all ur Full Time staff to resign!


1 more week before college start...
missed college so much!

Ur smile

I saw u smiling yesterday

and i felt relieved...

Hope the smile will stay forever

=)

03.08.09

Last 2 weeks was quite busy...

seldom online to write blogs and stuffs...

but the next 2 weeks will be quite bored for me...

besides working during the weekends....

weekdays mostly i'm at home doing nothing!

sienz....

Finally bought a laptop yesterday at PC fair...

so crowded!

i don't like crowded places...

it's so packed and felt suffocated!

but good thing is....

bought something i wanted so long...

somemore the decision is up to me...

have to take care my baby carefully....

got scratch i will 心痛死.....

Just now downloaded new sem's timetable...

damn sux man!

everyday's class until so late...

even friday's...

for the past 1 year our fridays are either off early or no class at all!

but now we have class until 4:30...

and thursday no class at all!

haiz.. these type of scheduling paling sien de...

friday can only work at night shift...

income reduce half T.T

But still...

i still hope the days counting down to school reopen will be faster...

i hate holidays actually....

2 weeks still ok..

1 month is tooooooooooo long for me...

可不可以愛我 卢学叡

为什麼如此的安静

为什麼明明想靠近

却还在迟疑

努力的我保持镇定

努力开拓话题

最后却溃不成军

为什麼如此的美丽

深刻的烙在心裏

最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛

怎麼都是你

你可不可以愛我

可不可以看我

反正看或不看

我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德

拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我

快乐还是寂寞

*1 of my favorite songs now