失败

突然觉得自己很失败..
明知道不该做的又做..
应该做的又不做..
>.<

我应该改了..
说要改...
改到现在什么屁都没有..

我需要那股推动力..
逼我读书逼我做功课...
可是....
哪里找来呢??

今天一定要把功课做完!
明天专心读书!
拜一考试!
不准开电脑了!!
记得啊!!

31.10.09

Reached home 1:30am...
quite exhausted...
let me just briefly list down activities done today:

12:30pm - went 1u for lunch (got friend belanja ma... haha)
4:30pm (after class) - jam whole way down to kl to pass car to
daddy
6:30pm - reached KL, follow Budi's car back to Sunway
8:00pm - finally arrived at Sunway
8:30pm - arrived at Sunway Pyramid's Nando's for dinner
10:00pm - left pyramid to CLUB 9 (Pub & Pool) - our fortnight relaxation place
10:20pm - arrived at CLUB 9 - full house - orderd a bucket of
heineken and played poker while waiting
12:00am - finally got table available, played for a few rounds
1:00am - left CLUB 9 - tired, exhausted, smell 'smokey'.. hehe
1:30am - reached home

now 2:30 still on9-ing...
cafe world's food are ready to serve...
restaurant city's staff all dying...
amusement park's vehicle ready...
and now blogging a bit..
gonna sleep i think 3am..
tmr wake up 7:30am...
got replacement class AGAIN at 9am...
then stay back in college i think until around 6pm...
tmr gonna concentrate ERP assignment which is due on Monday,
and which i haven't even started doing....
sunday gonna spend whole day studying ERP test,
which is on Monday also....
really hope finals are over soon..
gonna 'pay back' all my sleeping debts...
am becoming panda / zombie soon...
i want my normal life back!!


P/S: anyone always buy things from Guardian?
am currently collecting the stickers to redeem the plush toy..
whoever doesn't want it gimme can?? ^^
i need 9 more to make it 40...
or 289 more.. to collect all 8 plush toys..
anyone?? help??

P/P/S: Happy Birthday Li Chin!!

291009

No class today..
went to college whole day...
finally finish doing WP for tomoro's submission...
almost gave up doing it..
but it's 25% overall...
it's considered a lot...
for a person like me who's not good at programming...

Hate it when it rains...
especially when i don't have a blanket with me >.<
especially when i'm in the library (super super cold!)..
and especially when i want to concentrate doing assignment
(my hands will get numb and can't type nicely).. hehe...

Another tiring and not-so-productive day...
tmr gonna focus more..
have to finish ERP assignment which is due next Monday...
and which i haven't even started doing!

So cold now~~~
So tired now~~~
So stress now~~~
but u're not here with me...
i need u.......

CONCENTRATE!

CONCENTRATE!!
CONCENTRATE!!
CONCENTRATE!!

FOCUS!!
FOCUS!!
FOCUS!!

Hectic Life~~

This 2 weeks is going to be very hectic for us..
1 test and 7 assignments to be submitted..
suddenly felt so stressed...
no mood to think of any other things..
wanna finish up notes fast fast so that can start doing assignments...
have to really control myself from doing other things once i online..
stop playing restaurant city..
stop playing cafe world...
stop playing forum...
stop playing MSN...
stop! stop! stop!
just 2 weeks...
hope i can do it!!


My eyes are so painful now..
looking at the screen for too long ady...
i need to rest.....
but recently i realized i have difficulty falling asleep..
what's happening to my life?
i need to concentrate!
i need something to motivate me!
perhaps what i need is self-motivation..
that's the strongest barrier for me now...
wish me luck ^^

My BIG Day!!

Thanks everyone who wishes me,
I wish you guys the same too...

Thanks those who celebrates with me,
thanks April for yesterday's group celebration,
today's celebration is a surprise though,
thanks Mabel & Yean Yen for turning up,
and especially thanks to Rica for organizing everything!

Wanna thanks someone for brightening up my day...
you might know or dunno who you are...
but your message meant a lot to me...

Thanks to my mummy,
for organizing a Korean BBQ at home...
smell so 'smokey' now...
haha


I appreciate what you guys have done..
am glad that i've known you guys...
hope next year will be the same...
Love you guys!!

It's 3:38am

It's 3:38am...
I'm still not asleep yet....
it's not because i'm not tired...
it's just because...
i'm able to online using laptop in my room alr!!
yay!!
but eventually gonna sleep soon...
cos starting to feel hungry....
:{




夜深人静的时候
听着某些歌
想起某些人，某些事
真的让人有种寂寞空虚的感觉
或许我真的应该不去想了
(其实早就不该想了)
回想起来真的很痛苦
前几天又跟朋友聊了这话题
又勾起了一些回忆
(其实也没有很多回忆)
我真的很想不去想它
不去看它
不去记它
可是真的很难做到

I'm Sooo STRESSED UP!!

Today is the last day of my mid sem break...
but it feels like i didn't have any holiday...
went to college everyday...
doing assignments with friends....
but felt that most of the time wasted...
on Facebook's games... hehe
but luckily finished typing ERP notes...
still got Project Mgmt's and E-Commerce's notes...

These 4 weeks gonna be extra extra busy...
all assignments are due in Week 12..
and next week is Week 8...
assignments, mid term tests, small tests all coming up....

13/10 (Tue) - Web Programming due for PHP submission
13/10 (Tue) - Web Programming open book test (25%)
14/10 (Wed) - Maths test 1 (15%)
16/10 (Fri) - Web Programming due for data validation submission
19/10 (Mon) - ERP quiz 1 (15%)
21/10 (Wed) - EC mid term test
23/10 (Fri) - Web Programming due for forms submission
24/10 (SAT) - class replacement from 8:30 to 5:30!! (spoil my weekend!!)
30/10 (Fri) - Web Programming due for file handling submission
02/11 (Mon) - ERP quiz 2 (5%)
ERP Assignment 1 due (haven't even touch yet!!)
04/11 (Wed) - EC Assignment due (also haven't started!!)
06/11 (Fri) - Project Mgmt Group Assignment due (same thing..not started!!)
09/11 (Mon) - Web Programming Assignment due
ERP Submission of Presentation slide
ERP Assignment 2 due
16/11 (Mon) - ERp Test (10%)
* not included Comm skills assignments....
5 more from that subject....


See.... how we'll survive this sem??....
every week we're concentrating WP assignment (cos the submission is per week, and overall submission is same week as others)...
we have no time for other subject's assignment....
anyway... good thing is that i've resigned from Zanmai...
won't be too tired that i can't do my assignments....

Gambatte everyone!!