You, You and Only U

I'm sorry for what I did these few days,
I've been making you feeling unhappy,
maybe you will deny this,
but I know what I did,
I promise, I won't repeat my mistakes again.

I will minimize time spent on sms-ing with other people,
I will put you priority in doing anything,
I will be your strength when you're weak,
I won't do what you don't like me doing,
I won't repeat mistakes I've done,
I won't let you down when you need me,
I will always be there for you,
to make you happy,
and forget about things that make you unhappy.

Maybe I'm repeating what I'm always saying,
but this is what I wanna tell you.

I will wait for the day to come,
I know you won't lie to me,
I'll give you time,
just hope everything goes well in your life.

I'm always there for you

这两天你很不开心,
你被一些事困扰着,
表想酱多了好吗?
知道你每天不开心,
被人家弄生气,
还要你做一些你跟本不想做的事,
我心里也不好受..

每天陪你聊天聊到半夜,
是不想让你自己在那边乱象,
一直在想办法逗你开心,
听到你笑声,
我就觉得安慰了.

不要后悔自己的决定对不对,
不要为了这种事而自责,
不要为了这决定觉得对不起谁,
正所谓:

The decision might not be the RIGHT one at that moment,
but it is the BEST decision at that moment..

Do I have a chance?

那天发了个梦,这个梦让我认定了你,
我喜欢你,真的很喜欢你..

我每分每秒都在想着你,
你知道吗?

认识了你,我脾气改善了,
因为跟自己所过,
表乱发脾气,尤其是对你,
因为除了给你开心,欢笑,快乐,
我现在能给你的,就没有别的了..

偶尔会发下小脾气,
是因为你的一举一动,一言一语,
都可以影响我,
我真的不想失去你,
我真的爱上你了吗?





如果还可以 东来东往

要等到多久以后
思念慢慢变瘦
直到该回的头
却可以低着头走

是该怪缘分不够
还是我太早放手
时间把从前带走
所以回忆是幸福的

有些温柔开始就注定了无处停留
你却还是固执的不放手
有些记忆就应该停在最美的时候
然后用一辈子坚守

如果还可以
我愿意永远都陪着你
带你看答应过你最美的风景
坚定的手心紧紧握着我们两个的默契
就算再多阻碍我依然等你

如果还可以
我愿意永远都陪着你
为你弹奏我们最动听的旋律
紧握的双手坚定你就是我生命的唯一
结局一定很美丽


p/s: i should start playing kite again...

你快乐,我随意

如果你问我,单恋幸福吗,单恋辛苦吗,单恋开心吗?
我会答,单恋虽然辛苦,可是它是幸福的,也是开心的..
因为,只要看到对方开心,不再想不快乐的事,已经足够了...

我喜欢你,你是知道的,
而要你接受我,是不能强逼的,
所以我会慢慢等你,
等你作好心理准备,放下心中障碍,
准备迎接另一份感情,
然后再看怎样吧...

旁人的意见和劝告可以听,
可是自己决定掌握在自己手中,
你喜欢我们现在的关系,
我愿意配合你,
只要你答应我,
要真正的开心过每一天,
那就足够了...

朋友说你酱对我不公平,
要不放了我,要不接受我,
如果你就酱放了我,
我会觉得更加不公平,
现在的决定是最好的,
就好像昨天说的:
你喜欢,我随意

你说你有想过要不要进一步发展,
知道你有想过这个问题,
我已经很开心了,
没关系,
有些事情不能急着来,
不要冲动而弄到自己后悔...

朋友说的没错,
就算你现在接受我又怎样?
我还是不能在你身边陪着你,
只能透过电话,听你的声音,听你的笑声,
那不如保持现在这样:
我喜欢你,我弄你开心,我不属于别人的,可是我们又不是情侣..
因为身为朋友,
我不可能离你而去,
我会永远是你的朋友...


我会等待那一天的到来,
可是不会期待什么,
因为期待越大,失望就越大.


p/s:这算情信吗? 呵呵

Case 39

Went and watch Case39 with Budi, Shi Yee and her room mate, Wan Qing this afternoon. Was supposed to watch the 11:45am show, but due to some delay, we arrived at pyramid at 1pm to buy 2pm's ticket. According to them, it's a ghost story, but later 'changed' to scary movie. Was quite scared cos i don't really like / enjoy horror movies.



Conclusion: Not as scary as i thought. Rating :7/10. Why not as scary? cos Lim Shi Yee more scary.. hahaha. Don't come haunt me at class XD

After movie we went to Kim Gary for lunch or should be called dinner? Cos it's already 5pm at that moment. I ordered Cheese Baked Rice with Fish Chop set (don't really know the english name). I ordered that because I know someone liked it a lot.. hehe.. After the meal, Budi and I went Jusco to grab some stuffs before going back to his house.

**Every Saturday is 'No Plastic Bag Day' at Jusco. They're encouraging people to bring recyclable bags to buy groceries, and every plastic bags used will be charged RM0.20.

Reached Budi's house around 6:20pm i think. After facebook-ing for some time, we started doing exercise in his room. He has some equipments for push up, a skipping rope and dumbells. The push up was damn difficult, after few days of going-down and unable to come up, my muscle is already aching and my arms felt weak. Then skipped using skipping rope for 3-4 minutes? and i'm already sweating like hell. Haha.

We also planned for a tight schedule which should start next week. We're balancing our studying + exercising + reading time. Just hope we're discipline enough to follow it. Haha

Left his house at 10pm and reach home slightly before 11pm.


p/s: Are you trying to give a hint? :(

So Sick``

好辛苦噢..昨天开学就大生病一场,今天乖乖喝很多水都没有好,只差没有去看医生罢了,觉得很浪费钱..昨晚还一度发冷,在床上风扇都没开盖被盖了1个小时,时不时还一直打喷嚏,结果应该是打太多喷嚏的关系,突然开始流大汗,如果不立刻踢开被单和下床,我看整个床都要湿了..本来还不想吃晚餐,结果想到打喷嚏用了很多力,不吃会更没力,结果还是硬硬去拿饭吃,很慢很慢的把饭吃完..

今天更够力,一起身喉咙更痛,妈妈要冲盐水给我我死都不要,现在好点了,可是伤风更严重了..

最刚巧的是,有人在槟城也病了,而且状况差不多相同,是你传染给我还是我传染给你,讲电话也可以传染那就很够力了,哈哈


不讲生病了,讲下理财...
上个假期,本来可以存到500块酱,可是因为某种原因,全部要用掉了,而且还要想很多办法拿更多钱,因为不想从银行户口按钱出来,习惯按钱就会常去按,很危险,分分钟少过500我会很心痛. 没有进钱进户口已经过意不去了,再拿出来我会自己打自己...

另外,现在零用钱很少了,打算每天只用RM5最多,每天去吃斋才3.50,应该可以做到吧,因为顺便可以减肥,呵呵.可是这两天开学都over budget了,怎么办?


p/s:我酱做,真的不值得吗?

First-best-day in 2010 ^^

Today will be my first-best-day in year 2010..

First of all,
while i was leaving my house just now, got a call from Lim Shi Yee a.k.a 041 (oops.. so now everyone knows who i'm talking about.. haha). She called and told me she's in college and saw our results..and told me my results. To my surprise.. i got all As!! (not to boast.. serious...) Was so excited when she told me that, even asked her to double check whether she saw it wrongly or not, and she repeated my IC number to confirm. OMG~~ was damn happy! Cos didn't expect to get A or even B for Web Programming, and i got 70 marks for it, which means ngam ngam A. Real thanks to the lecturer, i know she did help me get an A for that..
Wooh!! 6 subjects and i manage to get the results i wanted.. actually it's really a surprise.. cos few days ago, i had a nightmare, that i failed all my subjects, maybe because mummy nagged me about the laptop and my results so much that i feared of failing any subjects. Luckily got all As, mummy has nothing to say, and will treat me 大餐 one day.. haha!!

Secondly,
Gonna meet college friends tonight to have dinner together. Last night when i was chatting with Budi and Nick, suddenly felt i miss them a lot. This may sounds funny coming out from my mouth, but i really do miss all of them. Hope tonight we'll have a great night, and hope can meet the couple, Justin and Joanne as well.


Well~~ hope today continues to be great until end of the day.. please anyone.. don't spoil my mood today.. Thanks =D


p/s: not working today and tomorrow at Charles & Keith, but tomorrow gonna go KLCC education fare to help at Nick's sister's store.. RM100 1 day.. better than working at C&K.. hehe

最熟悉的陌生人

她..
曾经是我非常非常喜欢的一个人

因为她...
我第一次跟陌生人说话
第一次看到跟她有关的人、或者很像她的人就会很紧张.仿佛看到的是她
第一次想尽办法拿到她地址..为了去她家..远远看她一眼
第一次想不顾一切的..为了见她一面

她让我思想改变了很多
一个瘦小的女生、年纪轻轻竟然有那么成熟的思想
外表看起来脆弱
内心却比任何人坚强

她让我知道心跳的感觉
每次看到她
我的心跳就会加速
仿佛随时心脏会跳出来
更夸张是有一次看到她
我竟然双脚发抖站不稳
那种感觉应该在别人身上我找不到的吧


以前的事过了
现在的她
会是我很敬佩、尊敬、也是我学习的对象

现在的我们
没话题聊了
是我没有胆跟她聊天
还是我们真的没有话说了

我会每天追看她的部落格
从中知道她的近况
知道她内心在想什么
那也是我唯一的频道来更了解她


她...
会是我最熟悉的陌生人

Interesting working day

Today is the 10th day i'm working in Charles & Keith..
it's a very different experience for me working in a retail outlet,
i personally prefer the F&B industry,
so didn't really enjoy working there,
especially their 'no-break-if-work-6 hours-and-below' rule,
damn sux!
got headache whenever i'm working..
maybe it's the music the play everyday..
it's damn loud and sometimes annoying i can say..

Well, besides those negative things,
today was quite an interesting day,
quite a number of interesting things happen:

1.
2 separate aunties, arriving at 2 different times,
was trying to get my attention to ask about shoes and bags,
they are calling 'leng zai' and i know they're referring to me,
since i'm the only chinese working there,
but i ignored and pretend i dunno they're calling me,
then they approach me...
i try to kept quiet as not to reveal my gender..
thank god they didn't ask much..
hehe

2.
A leng lui approached me after choosing a handbag,
and she asked me to hold that handbag
(as how usually a girl holds it)
cos she say her working attire is like ours,
which is whole body black,
i was quite nervous and a bit embarrassed..
haha..
but i still hold the bag for her,
as i dunno how to reject,
and she was smiling so sweetly,
(n_n)

3.
Just as my shift was going to end,
a middle-east lady walked in..
she was walking and looking for shoes,
and grabbing whatever she likes,
we saw she's holding around 7-8 shoes,
and everyone is avoiding her,
cos if she picked anyone of us,
it will take looooooong time to search for all her shoes,
but then,
as the unlucky one,
a colleague was 'picked' and i was nearby,
therefore i helped him to search half of the shoes,
total pair of shoes is 9 pairs..
she wanted size 38 or 39,
as i was searching for only 4 pairs,
i decided to only take the size 38 shoes,
and since the code numbers are quite near,
gladly i found the shoes quite fast..
and as i approached the lady,
the colleague says she can't fit 38 and needs size 39,
OMFG!! i have to climb the shelves all over again to get the shoes!
Ok... there she was happily tring all 9 pairs of shoes,
and her bf / husband walked in and joined her..
it's obvious she likes all the shoes,
and even asked a colleague to borrow her the calculator,
so that she can calculate the total amount,
as she was trying out the shoes,
3 of us, Linda, Dilla and me was betting on how many pairs she will buy,
Linda guess 1, Dilla guess 2 and i guess 3,
since i served her and can see that she really like those shoes,
so i bet on a larger number..
and again, i approached her to see whether she has decided on how many pairs to buy,
and she said: "These shoes are lovely, but he (her bf/husband) doesn't like any of them",
and she starts putting on her own shoes,
OMFG again! making us climb up and down getting the shoes but didn't buy any!
well, we're just laughing away as none of us won the bet..
haha

Besides that,
today is the first time i see people spending a lot,
yeah, damn lot! just like that!
a lady came in around afternoon and straight away bought 5 pairs of shoes！
paying RM600+ cash for the shoes..

and later in the evening,
2 aunties came in,
dunno buy how many pairs of shoes,
and 3 bags (same design different colors),
and contributed another RM1000+ to our sales,
how i wish i have that money to spend like them,
spending without thinking...

Well, that's the most interesting day i can say throughout my working days..
hope 2010 will be an interesting year for me and everyone as well ^^

Waiting for school reopen..

Cant wait till school reopen...
miss all my classmates..
besides..
time will pass faster and March will arrive soon...
and i hope the promise is kept and i'm not disappointed..