Stress!!

This week gonna stress like hell.
Web Programming assignment due next Monday.
Haven't even start a thing yet.
And we're supposed to create something like Twitter.
This assignment is killing me!

Tuesday gonna stay back, but only until 9:30pm latest.
Wednesday morning wasted cos going to Cyberjaya MSC for field trip, then after 1 hour class will stay back again, hopefully until late night.
Thursday got replacement class, so class ends at 8om! wtf! might stay back until midnight T.T
Friday work hard, hard and harder.
Saturday might go out. Depends on my assignment's progress.
Sunday going Penang. Cos we got voucher for Shangri-la 1 night stay and buffet dinner for 2 person. Mummy gonna belanja the rest. Still can't resist the food. haha


-ZOMBIE of the week-

心痛

每次看到你这样,
我都好心痛,
我也很讨厌她,
她让你那么的痛苦,
那么的没有自由,
可是我很没用,
什么都做不到,
只能听你诉苦,
听你骂人,
我真的很希望可以在你身边帮你分担,
给你肩膀让你哭,
如果有能力的话,
我要带你离开,
离开这些烦恼,
离开这些伤悲,
过我们的二人世界,
虽然这话我不是第一次说了,
可是我真的替你觉得不公平,
我要你幸福快乐.

我现在心好痛.

消失

你真的不原谅我了吗?
看到你部落格写的东西,
好像说明我没有希望了.

我真的很需要你,
我真的想挽回你,
我真的希望你能原谅我.
朋友说我很傻,
我们距离这么远,
为什么不要直接放弃?
我不想,
我在为我们的未来拼命,
我在期待着我们的未来,
我要给你很好的日子,
带你离开现在的痛苦.

你说的话,
我又哭了,
我后悔了,
也许我应该从你生命里消失

DISQUALIFIED!!

我很生气.
我跟你说3个字.
你离开了我.
我没吃东西.
我去喝酒.
我去抽烟.
我酒后驾车.
你信息我.
我哭了.
我回家看部落格.
我哭到更厉害了.
为什么你要骗我.
为什么你要逼我说出那3个字.
你不骗我.
我就不会生气.
我没有生气.
我们就不会这样.

也许..
是我没资格爱人.
是我没资格爱你.
是我没资格爱任何人.
包括我.
我对不起你.
你不应该跟我在一起.
我欺骗了你.
对!我在此承认我欺骗了你.
我什么都不要了.
我要一个人...

Tired

I don't know what's wrong. I don't wanna know what's wrong. I'm tired with all the temper thrown on me. I did nothing. I don't know what to do. I don't want to do anything about it. Maybe it's time for an end. If that's what you want.

Why are you doing this during my worst period of time. Damn it!

1 Week Mid Sem Break

1 week's gone, what have I done? Nothing!!

Haiz, so wanting to complete my assignments and update my notes this sem break, although completed some (really some minor parts), there still lots more to go.

Here's what I did for the past 1 week.

Monday: Went Enigma with Gwen + her sister + her sister's bf. Drank a lot, spent a lot cos I paid for the whole bill, but it's my first time bring there. Although not really i 'clubbing' place as I thought, but I liked the environment as the place is small and the facilities are not bad. Would like to go there another time with them again. ^^

Tuesday: Went Genting with Nick + Jimmy. Thought we will only have lunch and a drink at Starbucks with the cool air. But additional to it, we played monopoly as well. Played 2 rounds, which take around 2 1/2 hours per round, we left Genting at 9:30pm. Didn't thought monopoly was fun until the game with them. Although both of us got owned by Nick, especially Jimmy (haha!), but we enjoyed it and planned to have more monopoly time, maybe at Genting again.

(spent my 2 weeks' allowance in these 2 days!!)

Wednesday: Planned to complete some assignments, but FAILED.

Thursday: Original plan was to go to Zoo Negara with coursemates, invited 30 over pals but most of them can't make it, so we cancelled it. Another unproductive day.

Friday: Original plan was Neway from 11-2pm, then badminton from 330-730. But the courts (5 of them) are fully booked at that period of time. Too bad. So 8 of us spent our morning in Neway Subang from 11-3. Then boss sent me home and he went back to Sunway for DOTA! They went Murni for dinner as well. Argh! Didn't tell me!

Saturday: Went to grandma's house for around 4 hours. Played with cute cousin sisters. Brought the elder one out for walk around the garden. She's such a sensible child.

Sunday: Tonight might be going to Evon's birthday dinner at Gasonline @ Look Out Point. Just 10 minutes drive. Hope can get a car, if not won't be going.

**Happy Birthday to Janice & Evon!!

Mid Semester Break

Mid semester break is just 2 days away, has been feeling relaxing since yesterday. Mid sem break is not a time for us to relax, but to catch up with those damn-bloody-lot of assignments!! Planned to go Penang, but then had to cancel the trip, cos I wanna save more money, I wanna start planning for my future (if you are that special person, you know what I mean).

Tomorrow Thursday, gonna have a class dinner at Flaming steamboat, it's been how long since we had such a big group having meal together? Will be around 20 of us. Hope it will be good, it's really nice having everyone around, siting and eating together, mingling around, chit-chatting, laughing at each other and so on..

Friday will be last day of class, most of them are going back to their home towns. But some of us who are not, we're playing badminton in 3K again. Yeah, badminton's really a nice game, and i only realized it last week! But this time I'll definitely get my energy sources first before playing. Don't wanna really faint this time, my dear wouldn't like it.

Oh ya, our class is having a field trip to Monash University tomorrow at 2pm. We're visiting the data centre, which seems will be damn cold! Planned to walk there initially, but I think I'll drive, not because I'm lazy, but in case it rains when the session is over, everyone will get stuck at Monash until god knows how long.

Happy holiday everyone!

new month, new life

It's been so long since i last update..

hope i can start blogging actively starting from this month.

Had an intense badminton session with the guys yesterday,

14 of us, 2 courts (but we actually played in 3 or 4 courts i think?)

hasn't been playing for the last 6 years..

thought my skills will be damn sux,

cos usually i played without a net,

but it turns out quite well,

even beat budi by 7-0, haha!

pumping 10 times!!

Yesterday was the last day of April,

also the worst day in my life,

she wants me to leave her,

she wants freedom,

what else can i do?

i felt helpless,

i felt down,

i felt terrible!

1st of May,

new month, new life,

everything will be different,

except for my studies,

I'll still work and study hard for it,

I'll get my straight As again this sem!

That's Why You Go Away

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There ain't so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

There ain't so much for me anymore