new month, new life

It's been so long since i last update..

hope i can start blogging actively starting from this month.

Had an intense badminton session with the guys yesterday,

14 of us, 2 courts (but we actually played in 3 or 4 courts i think?)

hasn't been playing for the last 6 years..

thought my skills will be damn sux,

cos usually i played without a net,

but it turns out quite well,

even beat budi by 7-0, haha!

pumping 10 times!!

Yesterday was the last day of April,

also the worst day in my life,

she wants me to leave her,

she wants freedom,

what else can i do?

i felt helpless,

i felt down,

i felt terrible!

1st of May,

new month, new life,

everything will be different,

except for my studies,

I'll still work and study hard for it,

I'll get my straight As again this sem!

That's Why You Go Away

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There ain't so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

There ain't so much for me anymore