emo

这个时候,

这种心情,

听孙燕姿的歌,

最不适合了,

可是还是想听她的声音.

Getting ready for finals

Every Friday 4 hours of badminton with my pals makes be freaking tired after that,

returned home at 745 just now,

and left to fetch my dad and bro at 930,

slept on the way home,

and never feel like waking up,

guess i'm really exhausted.

跟朋友的误会我不会认错,

我没有错,

道歉没有诚意就不要道歉,

不是每个笑话每个人都能接受,

我不是小气,

是让你知道我们不是好欺负的,

没有人可以欺负侮辱我女朋友!

Time to sleep,

this weekend gonna catch up my revision,

although it's 1 more week to finals,

i'm really sad i did really BADLY in Web Programming 2,

most probably getting 0/25 for mid term,

this is the first time i have a feeling of failing a subject,

and don't want this to happen,

especially for WP2,

even if i repeat, i doubt i'll understand it.

God please help me,

i'm scared.

累

明天有2个功课要交,

拜一考试,

可是我累了,

真的很累了.

不想做了,

不想读了,

为什么要在这个时候这样对我?

我知道我错了,

我道歉了,

竟然说我没诚意,

吵架吵了整个晚上,

什么都做不了,

心情也没了.

一个小小的动作可以引起这么激烈的争吵,

我没有耐性,

我不会哄你,

我的错,

我不知道可以做什么了.

stress ah stress ah!!

I'm going crazy soon!!

Every week especially Wednesday need to rush for Thursday RM's presentation.

Crazy!

every week presentation not bored meh?

every week listen to the same thing not bored meh?

this week say ok next week say all wrong, what's wrong with u??!!

tomorrow you're gonna get it 99!

accuse me huh! accuse me in front of whole class somemore!

can't tolerate this sh*t!

u hate liars and now u're telling a big damn lie!

u wait and see!

Friday OOAD assignment submission.

2 assignments, group and individual.

should be okay for both, but still gonna sleep late on thursday to complete them.

haiz.

Next monday Web Programming test.

damn, gonna use my weekends to compile the notes and do some practice,

if not monday will just sit in front of comp dunno what to do,

haiz.. i hate programming!

cham.. still got Web Programming 3 in the future..

2 weeks later is our finals.

My notes are almost completed.

just hope i have the motivation to start studying early.

don't last minute again.

haha

Good luck everyone!

Food poisoning

Had food poisoning yesterday when I was about to return from Penang. I was so sick that I had to visit the doctor before the journey. So we went to one of the clinic, even the receptionist let me enter although I was the last person in the queue. The doctor gave my an injection, but immediately after the jab, I felt worse and even felt like fainting. I got dizzy and I can't see things clearly. So the doctor called to rest for half an hour to check out my condition before we start our journey back.

After around 20 minutes, I felt better and we started our journey back to KL, at 4pm. This was the most miserable journey I've been through. 5 of us in a MyVi, so stuffy and packed, and sister was driving so fast that I just hope we stay at Penang one more night. Arrived at home 3 1/2 hours later (can imagine how fast she drive?), after having 2 pieces of bread and some medicine provided by the doctor, I slept straight till this morning.




This is the medicine I got from the doctor, just for food poisoning =.=

p/s: just got a news from primary school class monitor that 1 of our friend passed away due to cancer. RIP, Dominic

It seems so close yet so far

以前常来槟城,现在隔了10个月半又来,感觉很不同..

以前来,主要是找吃,来看姐姐,来参加姐姐的毕业典礼,
今天来的目的虽然相同,也就是来散散心,
可是感觉很心情不同,因为我爱的人就在槟城..

这次见不到你,是有点失望,对不起,我给了你压力..

见不到你,我跟妈妈找了借口,去了靠近你学校吃东西,顺便想看看你学校,只可惜最后还是没看到

见不到你,我又跟妈妈找了借口,说要去极乐寺,其实是想走走你每天上课放学的路,想象你每天驾车的情形,会看到的东西,会经过的路

驾着车,想着你,那感觉真的很特别,感觉就像你就在我身边,我载着你回家,慢慢驾,慢慢驾,舍不得你下车

刚才我跟你的距离,真的那么的靠近,却是那么的遥远

如果不是真的爱你

如果我不是真的爱你,
我就不会连还没见面,
就还会想挽回

如果我不是真的爱你,
我就不会那么想帮你,
牺牲我的午餐,
牺牲我的时间,
帮助你的学业

如果不是真的爱你,
我就不会伤害了你,
再觉得自己多没用,
心是如此的难受

我知道我说什么都没用了,
可是我跟她真的没有关系,
我爱的人依然是你,
这是我最后想对你说的


原来这就是麻痹的感觉,
不会觉得痛,
不会觉得怕,
死都不怕了,
还怕什么呢?
妈的刚才差点撞车!!