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撞车记(一)

2010-10-09T21:34:00.002+08:00

Was caught in an accident yesterday morning when i left my house,

a Saga was in front of me, and a MyVi in front of the Saga,

MyVi wants to turn left,

and we start stepping on the break,

all of the sudden,

realized I was too close to Saga,

and emergency break,

Bang Bang 2 times,

and that's how Naza bang Saga, Saga bang MyVi..

Naza's car plate broke a little (really little),

Saga's backside NO scratches,

MyVi's backside obvious scratches, GG!

Thank God!

MyVi's car owner say they will settle themselves,

what a lucky day =)

Saga's aunty saw her Saga backside no scratches,

when about to leave,

a kepoh resident who saw the accident told her,

"your front kena gao gao lo!", GG!

Since before that all say settle no problem,

i faster broad my car and cabut fast fast,

turn a big round to exit the housing area..

to avoid Saga aunty to stop me,

hehe..

2nd day intern

2010-08-24T20:39:00.002+08:00

2nd day of internship,

worked at client's side today,

the project I'm involved is TNB TOMAS project,

my supervisor is Grace, a really nice person,

she teaches me patiently and make sure i understand before proceeding,

even accompany me to lunch because all other colleagues are guys,

although initially she said she will stay in the office,

asked her what time should I be at the workplace tomorrow,

she said her style is flexible,

can go work anytime, as long as it's 9 hours (including 1 hour lunch),

she doesn't like monitoring people,

I can do anything I want, as long as I complete the task given by her on time,

she even compliment me that I worked very fast,

shouldn't work so fast next time,

cause I'll get bored after that...

really great to have her as my supervisor for this project.

Going to be out of HQ for 2-3 weeks,

haiz, hate it,

cos damn bored at client's side,

HQ still got Foo Yao accompany me..

Friday's holiday!

Next Tuesday's holiday!

syok!

I Love You more than I can say

2010-08-23T21:26:00.006+08:00

Just came back from Penang yesterday,
it's my best trip ever to Penang,
although it's only 4 days 3 nights with dear,
but i cherish every moment spent with you,
how i wish time flies slower and i can be with you more.

I wanna hold your hands close to me,
I wanna hug you tightly close to me,
I wanna kiss your lips cos it tastes so sweet,
I wanna be with you forever...

Miss the moment when I first saw you,
Miss the moment when I first hold your hands,
Miss the moment when I first hug you,
Miss the moment when I first put you in my arms when we sleep,
Miss the moment... every moment spent with you...

I love you Mayz, be mine forever!!

老婆的4天3夜吉隆坡游行程

2010-08-07T21:31:00.002+08:00

倒数12天,
老婆就要来kl玩了,
好兴奋噢!!

老婆久久来一次,
我当然要好好计划下啦,
很多地方想带老婆去,
可是时间都不够,
没关系,
还有下次嘛..

经过这次的计划后,
我才知道做旅行社不简单叻,
尤其是要设计route的时候,
这个final plan我edit了3次叻哈哈

行程写在这里噢..

星期四
老婆大约4:30到达,
接了老婆我们就去金河一代走街看戏,
老婆应该饿了吧,
所以我们一到就会去kim gary吃晚餐,
然后等塞车时间过了我们就去sri rampai pasar malam买臭豆腐,
然后有回去 bukit bintang area,
给你知道这里几热闹,
如果老婆累了我们就回家睡觉,
不然就继续兜兜风..

星期五
11am去唱k,
然后去走走看戏,
5-7pm打球,
然后回家冲凉,
我们就去载catherine,
然后去look out point吃晚餐,
然后就去喝酒..

星期六
给老婆睡够够,
然后我们去面对面吃午餐,
然后去1u走街,
7pm在itallianies吃晚餐庆祝我们半周年纪念,
然后带老婆去游车河,
去putrajaya, bangsar & sri hartamas一代吧,
然后我们回subang,
应该会约学校朋友出来喝酒

星期日
我会早早起身去买麦当劳早餐给你吃,
还是你要跟我一起早起身也可以,
然后我们就去法国村或者云顶,
大概3点回来,我带老婆吃印尼餐,
然后就送老婆回了

我们这几天要玩得开开心心噢..
虽然只是短短的4天3夜,
可是我会珍惜有老婆在德日子的..

atQuest or SAS? 烦!

2010-08-03T15:05:00.004+08:00

好烦噢..

原本以为不用为了internship的东西烦了,

选好了atQuest Solution,

地点虽然远了点 (在Damansara Perdana),

可是我还觉得很满意下.

突然杀出一个SAS公司,

SAS虽然很好,

会给我们training,

而且如果做得好,

他们会立刻请你做full time,

老师还说他们等了一个女生毕业等了一年,

毕业了立刻请她,薪水已经有3000了,

哪里找噢..

我们4个interview,

其他3个虽然也有了别的公司的offer,

可是他们都想进SAS叻,

本来还想说没有人说服到我进了,

突然老师打给我,

又跟我说了那些有的没的,

啊!!结果我本来只有20%想进SAS,

现在提升到80%去..

可是...可是...

我已accept了atQuest的offer喔,

今天早上还刚打来说叫我提早开工,

我还说好,

offer letter都签了,

结果老师说如果真的可以进 SAS,

她会帮我搞定atQuest.

唉~~

好烦啊!!

烦的时候最想狂吃!!

可是没有人陪我

T.T

31-07-10 小学聚会 @ Caffeinees

2010-08-01T12:00:00.002+08:00

昨晚跟小学朋友聚会,

距离最后一次是新年初七我们一起去marco polo捞生吧..

这次呢..我们去了Caffeinees聚会,

这个地方是吃西餐和出名他们的咖啡吧,

食物环境那些蛮不错的.

17个人的聚会,

主角是我们全部很久没见的一个同学,幸蔚敏,

她差不多很迟才到,

真的认不出来咯,

变到最多的是她,

她也不认得我们,

要我们一个一个自我介绍才想起来,

真的隔了很久了啦,

12年了喔....

在caffeinees待了3个半小时,

我们决定去2nd round,

因为班长还没到,

所以我们叫她直接去2nd round那里,

本来说要去solaris喝酒,

比较没有人,

可是我觉得太远叻,

很不想去了,

他们就换去capsquare,

结果我们去了那里的modestos喝酒聊天,

到12点多才回家.

其实那么多聚会当中,

还是觉得跟小学朋友聚会最单纯,

大家聊回小时后的记忆,

聊聊现在的情况,

很多都是在做工了,

可是大家还是有聊得来的话题,

很喜欢这样的聚会,

可以拉近我们的关系,

甚至产生了一对情侣,

隔了10年才在一起,

好笑,哈哈!

现在还没有照片,

迟点再post上来,

心酸...

2010-07-15T01:24:00.002+08:00

今天去了机场送机,

这次去机场的心情,

跟以前大大不同,

因为这次是弟弟要出国读书了.

弟弟会去University of Melbourne 读书,

读actuaral science (精算师).

还记得6年前姐姐出国,

虽然会不开心,

可是这次,

我比上次更不开心.

跟弟弟的感情不会说很好,

在家很少讲话,

可是为什么他出国我会有那种感觉呢?

可能是家里又少了个人吧,

妈妈少了一个跟她做伴的人.

我有这个感觉,

妈妈应该更伤心吧.

家里不是很和谐,

妈妈说话的对象只有我们这几个孩子,

一个一个离开了,

妈妈应该很孤单吧..

想到这些,

想说以后还是多点时间在家陪陪妈咪,

她一个人在家是ok的,

可是留她跟另一个人,

我知道她会很痛苦.

在想,

以后如果小弟也出国了,

我也开始忙我的事业,

妈妈会怎样,

心有点酸酸的......

HOLIDAY!!

2010-07-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!Finals finally over!
Went buffet steamboat with friends last night,
although not all of us there,
but it's still fun,
especially the part where we tease someone for missing the morning paper due to overslept after watching WC finals,
hope his appeal succeed, haha

Today went for lunch at Al Cerdo,

a German restaurant along Jalan Raja Chulan,

popular for their German knuckles,

damn nice, but a bit pricey though..

4 of us only ordered 1 knuckle (around RM90+ each),

and a set lunch spaghetti with buffet salad,

full till i skipped my dinner, haha

After lunch went to Parkson to buy formal clothings,

since my mom has RM 500 worth of voucher and it's due this friday,

so have to use it.

500 bucks really can't buy much,

only bought 2 slacks and 4 tops,

i think it's enough since internship only 3 months,

gonna get somemore later.

Tomorrow gonna be another busy day.

afternoon have to finish ironing all my clothes,

cos need to pack them for friday,

going Kuching with relatives for 5 days,

then 4 something leaving to KLIA to send brother off to Melbourne,

at night cheong k with college mates until midnight maybe.

Thursday got SAS workship in college, 9-5pm,

then stay over at aunty's place,

cos Friday we have early flight at 9:45am,

so go LCCT straight from her house.

This week's plan full,

have to plan for another 6 weeks,

loooong holiday, sienz!!

Happy birthday to our beloved Ms Angela (a.k.a Devilla),

forever young ya!! ^^

WC Finals vs Sem 6 Finals

2010-07-12T00:06:00.002+08:00

12-07-10 (Monday),
2 more papers to go, OOAD and EC2.
World Cup finals, Netherlands vs Spain.
Haiz, why treat us like that?
Finals for WC same day as finals for Sem 6.
Gonna watch the match tonight,
so don't think I'm going to sleep,
if sleep also maybe maximum 1 hour?
haha.

Tomorrow definitely gonna suffer,
6:30am leave to college,
continue studying, have breakfast,
9am OOAD paper till 11am,
break 3 hours,
2pm EC2 paper till 4pm,
then gonna get ready for celebration!
Around 20 of us having buffet steamboat (venue still not confirmed yet).
Gonna be another fun day,
really liked it when all of us go jam together.

Good luck guys!
I support Netherlands! GO GO GO!!

Finals Finals Finals

2010-07-07T19:26:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow will be the first day of my exam,
Thursday Web Programming 2,
Friday E-Business Security,
Next Monday OOAD and E-Commerce 2.

Sux at web programming, but was not really worried because it's open book test, and after revising on past year papers, should be ok. Not aiming to get 'A' for this subject though, 11 marks more to pass. According to the lecturer's marking style, should be easy to pass.

Preparation for EBS is only 50% by now, 11 chapters, only done 6 chapters, 2 more not even touched yet, hope my brain is active for these 2 days to capture what I've read.

OOAD, nothing to be worried. Most of it just drawing diagrams.

E-Commerce 2, assignments scored quite low, now only got 26/40. To get 'A' I'll need to score > 80 for finals, pray pray pray~~~

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Dear is having some problems lately,

just hope everything went well,

and I'll be there whenever you need me ♥♥

emo

2010-06-26T20:58:00.003+08:00

这个时候,

这种心情,

听孙燕姿的歌,

最不适合了,

可是还是想听她的声音.

Getting ready for finals

2010-06-25T23:02:00.002+08:00

Every Friday 4 hours of badminton with my pals makes be freaking tired after that,

returned home at 745 just now,

and left to fetch my dad and bro at 930,

slept on the way home,

and never feel like waking up,

guess i'm really exhausted.

跟朋友的误会我不会认错,

我没有错,

道歉没有诚意就不要道歉,

不是每个笑话每个人都能接受,

我不是小气,

是让你知道我们不是好欺负的,

没有人可以欺负侮辱我女朋友!

Time to sleep,

this weekend gonna catch up my revision,

although it's 1 more week to finals,

i'm really sad i did really BADLY in Web Programming 2,

most probably getting 0/25 for mid term,

this is the first time i have a feeling of failing a subject,

and don't want this to happen,

especially for WP2,

even if i repeat, i doubt i'll understand it.

God please help me,

i'm scared.

累

2010-06-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

明天有2个功课要交,

拜一考试,

可是我累了,

真的很累了.

不想做了,

不想读了,

为什么要在这个时候这样对我?

我知道我错了,

我道歉了,

竟然说我没诚意,

吵架吵了整个晚上,

什么都做不了,

心情也没了.

一个小小的动作可以引起这么激烈的争吵,

我没有耐性,

我不会哄你,

我的错,

我不知道可以做什么了.

stress ah stress ah!!

2010-06-16T11:21:00.002+08:00

I'm going crazy soon!!

Every week especially Wednesday need to rush for Thursday RM's presentation.

Crazy!

every week presentation not bored meh?

every week listen to the same thing not bored meh?

this week say ok next week say all wrong, what's wrong with u??!!

tomorrow you're gonna get it 99!

accuse me huh! accuse me in front of whole class somemore!

can't tolerate this sh*t!

u hate liars and now u're telling a big damn lie!

u wait and see!

Friday OOAD assignment submission.

2 assignments, group and individual.

should be okay for both, but still gonna sleep late on thursday to complete them.

haiz.

Next monday Web Programming test.

damn, gonna use my weekends to compile the notes and do some practice,

if not monday will just sit in front of comp dunno what to do,

haiz.. i hate programming!

cham.. still got Web Programming 3 in the future..

2 weeks later is our finals.

My notes are almost completed.

just hope i have the motivation to start studying early.

don't last minute again.

haha

Good luck everyone!

Food poisoning

2010-06-09T18:06:00.005+08:00

Had food poisoning yesterday when I was about to return from Penang. I was so sick that I had to visit the doctor before the journey. So we went to one of the clinic, even the receptionist let me enter although I was the last person in the queue. The doctor gave my an injection, but immediately after the jab, I felt worse and even felt like fainting. I got dizzy and I can't see things clearly. So the doctor called to rest for half an hour to check out my condition before we start our journey back.

After around 20 minutes, I felt better and we started our journey back to KL, at 4pm. This was the most miserable journey I've been through. 5 of us in a MyVi, so stuffy and packed, and sister was driving so fast that I just hope we stay at Penang one more night. Arrived at home 3 1/2 hours later (can imagine how fast she drive?), after having 2 pieces of bread and some medicine provided by the doctor, I slept straight till this morning.

This is the medicine I got from the doctor, just for food poisoning =.=

p/s: just got a news from primary school class monitor that 1 of our friend passed away due to cancer. RIP, Dominic

It seems so close yet so far

2010-06-06T21:05:00.002+08:00

以前常来槟城,现在隔了10个月半又来,感觉很不同..

以前来,主要是找吃,来看姐姐,来参加姐姐的毕业典礼,
今天来的目的虽然相同,也就是来散散心,
可是感觉很心情不同,因为我爱的人就在槟城..

这次见不到你,是有点失望,对不起,我给了你压力..

见不到你,我跟妈妈找了借口,去了靠近你学校吃东西,顺便想看看你学校,只可惜最后还是没看到

见不到你,我又跟妈妈找了借口,说要去极乐寺,其实是想走走你每天上课放学的路,想象你每天驾车的情形,会看到的东西,会经过的路

驾着车,想着你,那感觉真的很特别,感觉就像你就在我身边,我载着你回家,慢慢驾,慢慢驾,舍不得你下车

刚才我跟你的距离,真的那么的靠近,却是那么的遥远

如果不是真的爱你

2010-06-01T22:51:00.003+08:00

如果我不是真的爱你,
我就不会连还没见面,
就还会想挽回

如果我不是真的爱你,
我就不会那么想帮你,
牺牲我的午餐,
牺牲我的时间,
帮助你的学业

如果不是真的爱你,
我就不会伤害了你,
再觉得自己多没用,
心是如此的难受

我知道我说什么都没用了,
可是我跟她真的没有关系,
我爱的人依然是你,
这是我最后想对你说的

原来这就是麻痹的感觉,
不会觉得痛,
不会觉得怕,
死都不怕了,
还怕什么呢?
妈的刚才差点撞车!!

Stress!!

2010-05-31T20:24:00.002+08:00

This week gonna stress like hell.
Web Programming assignment due next Monday.
Haven't even start a thing yet.
And we're supposed to create something like Twitter.
This assignment is killing me!

Tuesday gonna stay back, but only until 9:30pm latest.
Wednesday morning wasted cos going to Cyberjaya MSC for field trip, then after 1 hour class will stay back again, hopefully until late night.
Thursday got replacement class, so class ends at 8om! wtf! might stay back until midnight T.T
Friday work hard, hard and harder.
Saturday might go out. Depends on my assignment's progress.
Sunday going Penang. Cos we got voucher for Shangri-la 1 night stay and buffet dinner for 2 person. Mummy gonna belanja the rest. Still can't resist the food. haha

-ZOMBIE of the week-

心痛

2010-05-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

每次看到你这样,
我都好心痛,
我也很讨厌她,
她让你那么的痛苦,
那么的没有自由,
可是我很没用,
什么都做不到,
只能听你诉苦,
听你骂人,
我真的很希望可以在你身边帮你分担,
给你肩膀让你哭,
如果有能力的话,
我要带你离开,
离开这些烦恼,
离开这些伤悲,
过我们的二人世界,
虽然这话我不是第一次说了,
可是我真的替你觉得不公平,
我要你幸福快乐.

我现在心好痛.

消失

2010-05-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

你真的不原谅我了吗?
看到你部落格写的东西,
好像说明我没有希望了.

我真的很需要你,
我真的想挽回你,
我真的希望你能原谅我.
朋友说我很傻,
我们距离这么远,
为什么不要直接放弃?
我不想,
我在为我们的未来拼命,
我在期待着我们的未来,
我要给你很好的日子,
带你离开现在的痛苦.

你说的话,
我又哭了,
我后悔了,
也许我应该从你生命里消失

DISQUALIFIED!!

2010-05-23T23:26:00.003+08:00

我很生气.
我跟你说3个字.
你离开了我.
我没吃东西.
我去喝酒.
我去抽烟.
我酒后驾车.
你信息我.
我哭了.
我回家看部落格.
我哭到更厉害了.
为什么你要骗我.
为什么你要逼我说出那3个字.
你不骗我.
我就不会生气.
我没有生气.
我们就不会这样.

也许..
是我没资格爱人.
是我没资格爱你.
是我没资格爱任何人.
包括我.
我对不起你.
你不应该跟我在一起.
我欺骗了你.
对!我在此承认我欺骗了你.
我什么都不要了.
我要一个人...

Tired

2010-05-22T23:26:00.004+08:00

I don't know what's wrong. I don't wanna know what's wrong. I'm tired with all the temper thrown on me. I did nothing. I don't know what to do. I don't want to do anything about it. Maybe it's time for an end. If that's what you want.

Why are you doing this during my worst period of time. Damn it!

1 Week Mid Sem Break

2010-05-16T12:23:00.002+08:00

1 week's gone, what have I done? Nothing!!

Haiz, so wanting to complete my assignments and update my notes this sem break, although completed some (really some minor parts), there still lots more to go.

Here's what I did for the past 1 week.

Monday: Went Enigma with Gwen + her sister + her sister's bf. Drank a lot, spent a lot cos I paid for the whole bill, but it's my first time bring there. Although not really i 'clubbing' place as I thought, but I liked the environment as the place is small and the facilities are not bad. Would like to go there another time with them again. ^^

Tuesday: Went Genting with Nick + Jimmy. Thought we will only have lunch and a drink at Starbucks with the cool air. But additional to it, we played monopoly as well. Played 2 rounds, which take around 2 1/2 hours per round, we left Genting at 9:30pm. Didn't thought monopoly was fun until the game with them. Although both of us got owned by Nick, especially Jimmy (haha!), but we enjoyed it and planned to have more monopoly time, maybe at Genting again.

(spent my 2 weeks' allowance in these 2 days!!)

Wednesday: Planned to complete some assignments, but FAILED.

Thursday: Original plan was to go to Zoo Negara with coursemates, invited 30 over pals but most of them can't make it, so we cancelled it. Another unproductive day.

Friday: Original plan was Neway from 11-2pm, then badminton from 330-730. But the courts (5 of them) are fully booked at that period of time. Too bad. So 8 of us spent our morning in Neway Subang from 11-3. Then boss sent me home and he went back to Sunway for DOTA! They went Murni for dinner as well. Argh! Didn't tell me!

Saturday: Went to grandma's house for around 4 hours. Played with cute cousin sisters. Brought the elder one out for walk around the garden. She's such a sensible child.

Sunday: Tonight might be going to Evon's birthday dinner at Gasonline @ Look Out Point. Just 10 minutes drive. Hope can get a car, if not won't be going.

**Happy Birthday to Janice & Evon!!

Mid Semester Break

2010-05-05T19:13:00.002+08:00

Mid semester break is just 2 days away, has been feeling relaxing since yesterday. Mid sem break is not a time for us to relax, but to catch up with those damn-bloody-lot of assignments!! Planned to go Penang, but then had to cancel the trip, cos I wanna save more money, I wanna start planning for my future (if you are that special person, you know what I mean).

Tomorrow Thursday, gonna have a class dinner at Flaming steamboat, it's been how long since we had such a big group having meal together? Will be around 20 of us. Hope it will be good, it's really nice having everyone around, siting and eating together, mingling around, chit-chatting, laughing at each other and so on..

Friday will be last day of class, most of them are going back to their home towns. But some of us who are not, we're playing badminton in 3K again. Yeah, badminton's really a nice game, and i only realized it last week! But this time I'll definitely get my energy sources first before playing. Don't wanna really faint this time, my dear wouldn't like it.

Oh ya, our class is having a field trip to Monash University tomorrow at 2pm. We're visiting the data centre, which seems will be damn cold! Planned to walk there initially, but I think I'll drive, not because I'm lazy, but in case it rains when the session is over, everyone will get stuck at Monash until god knows how long.

Happy holiday everyone!

new month, new life

2010-05-01T12:01:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since i last update..

hope i can start blogging actively starting from this month.

Had an intense badminton session with the guys yesterday,

14 of us, 2 courts (but we actually played in 3 or 4 courts i think?)

hasn't been playing for the last 6 years..

thought my skills will be damn sux,

cos usually i played without a net,

but it turns out quite well,

even beat budi by 7-0, haha!

pumping 10 times!!

Yesterday was the last day of April,

also the worst day in my life,

she wants me to leave her,

she wants freedom,

what else can i do?

i felt helpless,

i felt down,

i felt terrible!

1st of May,

new month, new life,

everything will be different,

except for my studies,

I'll still work and study hard for it,

I'll get my straight As again this sem!

That's Why You Go Away

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There ain't so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

There ain't so much for me anymore

KL - Johor

2010-04-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

Our distance has been shortened AGAIN,
this time might be by just a few kilometres,
how i wish we have the chance to see each other,
i really miss you dear lot..

Was driving this afternoon from KL to Johor,
started our journey at 11:30, arrived at Kulaijaya (used to be Kulai, dunno why is the 'jaya' added) at 3:30,
really VERY VERY VERY heavy rain when we passed Muar,
this is the first time i encounter such situation,
to the extend that i have to drive 50km/h on the North South highway, lol
can only remember that i held the stereng wheel so tightly that it got numb after we passed the rainpour area,
turned off the radio so that i can fully concentrate on the road,
can even feel my heart beating so fast,
afraid that anything will happen to us..
Thank god the rain stopped before we exit at Kulaijaya

Played with the kids (cousinS kids), total 14 of them, eldest 12 years old, youngest 3 years old,
but today only handled 7 and i'm already damn exhausted..
chasing around, they climbed all over me, pulled my clothes, stepped on me, all you can think of..
eating dinner time also can't relax, have to entertain them...
hope will lose some weight these 2 days, lol

Have to wake up 6 something tmr for the prayers,
sienz..

Last but not least,
just wanted to tell someone,
I miss you dearly ^^

清明节

2010-03-28T10:55:00.003+08:00

昨天去拜了清明,
大多数人都是一大清早去拜,
我们却是中午才出门..

1点多出门,去TUDM附近的福建山(好像是)的千佛禅寺,
拜我外公的妈妈(叫什么去了,突然想不到),
到那边2点多,只有2,3个家户,烟也少了,
不然每次去都会一直流眼泪,beh tahan...
说不信又不能,我们上香时舅舅去park车,
结果他没上香,请求祖先来时一直都请不到,
然后他去上香后才请到..

大概拜到4点,我们就离开去semenyih富贵山庄,
很喜欢去那边,去年去了一次,
才知道他们说的风水是什么意思,
环境超美,可是昨天应该是太迟去,
超晒的咯.
还记得去年我们一到,就有工人拿伞给我们,
那种大大个的伞,今年不懂做么,
没有这个服务了,还要我们到处去找,
而且找到4个回来,哈哈

5点多开始拜,饿到半死了,早上11点多吃到那时候,
结果等到差不多6:30，终于拜好了,才可以吃..
而且还看到一边太阳一边月亮出来了,
第一次注意,其实还蛮美的...

7点离开,本来以为可以直接回家的,
妈妈说要去外婆家看外婆(由于外婆脚不方便所以没出来),
因为下星期要去动手术了,
结果从semenyih驾车去klang,
睏到半死,驾车都要很专心..

大概8:30到外婆家,
刚刚好earth hour,我们就关灯,
躺在沙发上都一直流汗,
表妹还有心情那边玩...

9:30离开回家,到家10:30，
算一算,就酱一天都花了14块在toll，
超多的咯, 过toll过到我心痛,
钱就酱没有了..

下星期下johor，
2nd round..

Creative Thinking & Problem Solving

2010-03-07T20:08:00.003+08:00

Will share what I've learned from the workshop attended yesterday. It's about creative thinking & problem solving. There are 4 main points in helping us solve problems around us. Thinking differently from others doesn't mean we're 'out' from the group. Everyone is special, we have our own thinking and we think differently. Being 'wanted to be in the group' doesn't make you special, it makes people wants to be like someone else, just to feel welcomed. Below are 4 points which will help us think creatively to help solving problems, anytime and anywhere.

1. Functionality
Restructure a problem whenever you encounter one. Think of the functionality, broaden up the view. For example, how do you remove water from a glass, without touching or holding the glass? There are many answers for this, some might answer using a spoon, using a straw, using a sponge, using vacuum, filling up the glass with stones and bla bla bla. In fact, there are many other ways to solve it. Restructure the question: how do we move liquid? The answers can be amazing!

2. Resources
Resources are things that are available but not properly used. Resources can be good resources, as well as bad resources. To solve a problem, we must think of the resources that is currently available, not to think of external resources that needs extra costs. Example given by Mr. Farooq is McDonalds. Why is McD still so popular around the world. Looking at what do people want when they enter a restaurant: they want good food, hot food and definitely fast and good service. That's how McDonalds came out with the idea of letting people serve themselves, providing fast and self-service.

3. Idealistic
Idealistic means start thinking with the ideal final result of the problem. When you come across a problem, think of that results you want to achieve. From there, you can think of the possible solutions to achieve it. After analyzing, there will definitely be a final ideal solution for everything.

4. Contradiction
Customer's requirements nowadays are getting important. They want quality but inexpensive, they want something big but small (will explain on this later), and bla bla (suddenly can't think of other examples). Example given for the above situation (where people wants something big, but small), is handphone. When JT asked what do we want for our mobile phones nowadays, people answered: small size, big screens... bla bla bla... So how do people create mobile phones which is small but big screens? Forget about iPhones, forget about touch screen phones. Samsung, has came out with a phone, which acts like a projector. The Samsung W7900 projector phone. A phone which allows people to project their screens to any surface wherever they want! Cool huh? FYI, Samsung is now the 2nd top ranking in the world with the most patent items registered.

Well, don't really know how to 'translate' the knowledge I've learned yesterday to this blog. Hope you guys understands what I'm writing here.

Some videos are played during the tea break. It's been so long since I last hear this song. Enjoy it, and save the earth!

Earth Song - Michael Jackson

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain.. .
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah

What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaah

I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far

Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaaah

Hey, what about yesterday (What about us)
What about the seas (What about us)
The heavens are falling down (What about us)
I can't even breathe (What about us)
What about the bleeding Earth (What about us)
Can't we feel its wounds (What about us)
What about nature's worth ooo,ooo)
It's our planet's womb (What about us)
What about animals (What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust (What about us)
What about elephants (What about us)
Have we lost their trust (What about us)
What about crying whales (What about us)
We're ravaging the seas (What about us)
What about forest trails (ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas (What about us)
What about the holy land (What about it)
Torn apart by creed (What about us)
What about the common man (What about us)
Can't we set him free (What about us)
What about children dying (What about us)
Can't you hear them cry (What about us)
Where did we go wrong (ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why (What about us)
What about babies (What about it)
What about the days (What about us)
What about all their joy (What about us)
What about the man (What about us)
What about the crying man (What about us)
What about Abraham (What was us)
What about death again (ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn

06-03-10

2010-03-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

Hasn't been updating this blog for quite some time, it doesn't mean there's nothing interesting happened these few days, was just too lazy to update as i have another blog to update (ahem.. secret ^^).

So I should start with my finals, of course! Stats paper was OK for me, but not for others, as most of them doesn't have time to finish it. Some went to the office to complaint but the reply was "wait for after finish marking and moderation and stuff and we'll see how". Wtf?? What a GREAT reply from the head of school! If no action is taken, some might write articles to newspapers, so they better do something!!

As for Software Engineering 1 paper, as expected, I screwed up the paper. Even left 2 question completely empty, which falls in the compulsory part. I've passed the subject from the coursework, so nothing to worry about failure, it's just that I'm sure I couldn't get an A for this.
That's all for exam part.

Went for a workshop today which is held in college. This is actually organized by LEAP, which is in charged by the Students Services Department. Today's topic is Critical Thinking & Problem Solving. Whole LT only Budi and I are from SCT, others mainly study accounts and business. The presenter is from Farooq Consultancy, a guy from England who started this consultancy firm in Malaysia. His presentation and talk inspires me a lot. We are taught how to think differently and innovatively. Great guy giving great speeches!

p/s: miss you so much, better take care of yourself well ok? Don't get me worried ok?
Counting down 23 days^^

Finals.. after 7 weeks!

2010-02-26T13:11:00.003+08:00

Finals is approaching, which is next week, 2nd and 5th of March! Although only 2 subjects to take, which is Statistics and Software Engineering, I should be anxious by now. Shouldn't feel so relax as what i'm feeling now. There must be something wrong somewhere.. Maybe because it 'seems' little to study (2 subjects), but in fact, there's LOT to study for SE paper.

Although SE paper contributes only 30% in finals, but if I don't study everything that is taught, I will feel uneasy. Maybe I'm used to getting well prepared for all exam papers that I've taken. With the tips given, I should just ignore those unimportant parts and read through as told. But I myself just couldn't do it.

On the other hand, for Statistics paper, which contributes 70% (hell A LOT!!) in finals, was quite anxious because for the past 5 weeks of lecture class, don't really know what the hell is the lecturer teaching!! Even skipped a few tutorial classes just because I don't understand the chapters. Thanks to Ms Ling (the tutorial lecturer), I was able to understand all the chapters and now confident for the paper. If the questions in finals is same / similar as tutorial questions, I have confidence of 80% in getting an A.

Wish me luck!

初七捞生(小学聚会)

2010-02-21T20:38:00.003+08:00

昨天农历初七,我们小学朋友聚会,去了KL的MarcoPolo捞生.其实我已经2年没有捞生了,所以说这次去捞,也没什么兴奋.最兴奋的是可以跟旧同学见见面,聊聊天,update一下彼此的生活..

7点开始的,7:15才到,大多数人已经到了,几不好意思下,幸好不是最后一个到,有一个迟了整2个小时,原因是:刚去了别人的open house,忘记今天有gathering,很过分下.哈哈.还有一个同学要结婚了,3月多摆喜酒,还带了老婆来,不错噢,没想到有人会酱快结婚.

整个晚上最好笑的地方就是我们两桌,然后捞生的时候全部20个人去一桌捞,捞完了全部又去另一桌,结果越捞越高,第二桌的桌子好像打完仗,乱到没眼睛看!! 有说有笑的,很快4个小时就过了.人家餐厅要收拾关店我们才拍大合照,还要那个很noob的人帮我们拍照,他也几paiseh下.过后他们去了2nd round,好像是去brussel还是哪里,我回家去了,考试压力啊!!

很开心的一天,上次聚会是去年的9月尾,下一次会是几时呢?

大合照

(standing: from left): 俊豪, 俊豪老婆, 盛晨, 绥坚, 大霖, 保庆, 金燕, 拉温德, 佩坚, 宣升, 嘉永, 智凯, 信弘
(sitting: from left): 秀霞, 我, 杨杨, 紫俪, 杰伸, 春美, 倪霓

18-02-10

2010-02-18T18:00:00.003+08:00

I've been waiting for this day so long,
I'll cherish every moment,
I'll remember 18/02/10 03:51:53am

p/s:详情不在这里透露

Happy CNY & Happy Valentine's Day!!

2010-02-14T12:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine's Day!!

Went to grandma's house yesterday early in the morning, was supposed to help out the preparation for the 'reunion lunch'. But once we got there, we started to 'open table'. 4 siblings, 1 table, just nice.. We played until lunch is served, after a quick meal, around 30 minutes, we continued. So eager since it's an only once in a year event. We were supposed to go home at around 2-3o'clock. But everyone gambled till god-knows-what time and by the time we realize, it's already 4pm. Mummy asked us whether we wanna continue, or go home cos she has prepared steamboat dinner at home. And of course, we decided to stay. So we continued until around 11 at night, and I stopped playing (cos actually I've lost money T.T) to accompany my 2 cousin brothers and 2 cousin sisters to play fireworks. We left for at around 1:40. Later gonna go grandma's house again to continue our 'business'. Lol.

Although this year am not celebrating Valentine's day (since I'm still single), but really hoped you'll accept me. Was happy last night that we chatted on the phone, although ran out of topic, but what I need is to be able to hear your voice and your laughter. ^^

p/s: counting down.. 21 more days ~~~

Updates

2010-02-11T22:45:00.004+08:00

Realized that recently my blog is only about you..
should update about the recent me..
haha

Had a hair-do last thursday with Budi, I was supposed to have GREY color, but after 1 day, the color started to fade and its blonde now, quite disappointed but still a bit satisfied with the color now. On the other hand, Budi had full head dye and highlights, which makes him looks like a tiger, suit for the TIGER year.. haha

On Monday, both of us went shopping at 1U, he wanted to buy some CNY clothes while ive done with my shopping. We had our lunch at Sushi Zanmai (where we used to work). This is the first time having a "just-nice" meal cos we didn't order a lot. After that we went shopping for his clothes, and managed to get 2 shirts.

All of the sudden, dont really know what urges me, suddenly feel like having a 2nd ear-pierce. Told Budi that I was suddenly 'high' to get a ear-pierce and he thought i'm kidding! Walked straight into the shop and told that girl i wanna pierce my ear (actually I'm really not really for it!!). She draw a spot at my ear, I didn't even see clearly and say ok! Then sit there with my eyes closed. She sprayed some anesthetic (4 sprays i can remember), and in less than a seconds time, 'pok' , i can feel the shot of the pierce! OMG~ the whole process of deciding to pierce my ear to finish piercing takes less than 5 minutes! Was quite impressed with the guts i have that day, dunno where the 'energy' comes from.

These few days we're busy buying CNY greeting cards for lecturers. Only today we realized that Koreans and Japanese actually celebrates the same new year as us. They actually followed the lunar calendar. We found out when we wanted to pass a card to a lecturer, which roommate is a Korean and has taught us. And what we did? We actually skipped class and went to pyramid to get a card for her! haha..

Don't really like to skip class, but I really don't understand a DAMN thing for statistics! wtf! Thought this is an interesting subject during the first class, but the lecturer really made me lost interest. What we can do now is to study and read by our own. Really a stress semester for us.

That's all for this week. Looking forward to CNY this Sunday, not because of the angpaos or what, just looking forward to the new clothes to wear. -don't have CNY feeling already-

p/s: mummy still havent realise my ear-piercing... hehe

Quit

2010-02-09T19:02:00.003+08:00

Was quite disappointed last night,
although we are chatting happily throughout,
but when you said you tried smoking (although only 1 puff),
i was quite angry and disappointed..

There I was trying to quit and there you tried,
i knew you didn't like it,
but must you try just because your friends wanted to see?
hope this will never happen again,
and you'll be my motivator to quit..

感想

2010-02-06T22:43:00.003+08:00

刚看了你们的blog，
虽然是你的过去，
可是看了后我的心情尽然down了，
很奇怪..

很巧的事,
当我电脑的歌跳去周杰伦的回到过去时,
一scroll下去就看到你们的blog也有放这首歌，
然后有说到你肚子痛她上网找资料，
其实那天你说你贫血,会想晕，
你知道吗?我也是有立刻上网找资料,
可是都找不到适合的..

你跟她认识两个月后就在一起,
我认识了你3个月半,
追了你2个月还追不到手,
有够失败...

今天和你开webcam，
觉得你越来越美了,
可能是太久没有看你了吧,
还是希望可以每天看到你，
不然我会想念死你..

我希望我会是比她更好的情人,
你几时才会给我机会呢?

真心话

2010-02-01T19:10:00.002+08:00

真心话,
真的那么难说出口吗?

被上伤害过的人,
真的不会讲真的话吗?
真的那么害怕受伤，害怕失去?

你知道我多渴望你说真心话吗?
有什么开心的,不开心的,
只要有关于你的,
我都想知道..

我想更了解你，
想知道你内心深处隐藏了什么,
想知道我几时弄到你不开心,
好让我知道自己哪里犯错啊..

用心体会去了解一个人,
说起来容易,
其实一点都不简单,
可是其实有些事你没有说,
我有感受得到，
只是没告诉你而已..
=P

昨天你终于告诉我你内心的话,
听了后感到很安慰,
知道你是有在意我的，
虽然知道你心里还没完全放下她,
可是我会一直等你,
等到你接受我的那一天，
如果你永远放不下她,
我就会永远守护着你...

You, You and Only U

2010-01-31T13:03:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry for what I did these few days,
I've been making you feeling unhappy,
maybe you will deny this,
but I know what I did,
I promise, I won't repeat my mistakes again.

I will minimize time spent on sms-ing with other people,
I will put you priority in doing anything,
I will be your strength when you're weak,
I won't do what you don't like me doing,
I won't repeat mistakes I've done,
I won't let you down when you need me,
I will always be there for you,
to make you happy,
and forget about things that make you unhappy.

Maybe I'm repeating what I'm always saying,
but this is what I wanna tell you.

I will wait for the day to come,
I know you won't lie to me,
I'll give you time,
just hope everything goes well in your life.

I'm always there for you

2010-01-29T01:13:00.002+08:00

这两天你很不开心,
你被一些事困扰着,
表想酱多了好吗?
知道你每天不开心,
被人家弄生气,
还要你做一些你跟本不想做的事,
我心里也不好受..

每天陪你聊天聊到半夜,
是不想让你自己在那边乱象,
一直在想办法逗你开心,
听到你笑声,
我就觉得安慰了.

不要后悔自己的决定对不对,
不要为了这种事而自责,
不要为了这决定觉得对不起谁,
正所谓:

The decision might not be the RIGHT one at that moment,
but it is the BEST decision at that moment..

Do I have a chance?

2010-01-26T16:12:00.005+08:00

那天发了个梦,这个梦让我认定了你,
我喜欢你,真的很喜欢你..

我每分每秒都在想着你,
你知道吗?

认识了你,我脾气改善了,
因为跟自己所过,
表乱发脾气,尤其是对你,
因为除了给你开心,欢笑,快乐,
我现在能给你的,就没有别的了..

偶尔会发下小脾气,
是因为你的一举一动,一言一语,
都可以影响我,
我真的不想失去你,
我真的爱上你了吗?

如果还可以东来东往

要等到多久以后
思念慢慢变瘦
直到该回的头
却可以低着头走

是该怪缘分不够
还是我太早放手
时间把从前带走
所以回忆是幸福的

有些温柔开始就注定了无处停留
你却还是固执的不放手
有些记忆就应该停在最美的时候
然后用一辈子坚守

如果还可以
我愿意永远都陪着你
带你看答应过你最美的风景
坚定的手心紧紧握着我们两个的默契
就算再多阻碍我依然等你

如果还可以
我愿意永远都陪着你
为你弹奏我们最动听的旋律
紧握的双手坚定你就是我生命的唯一
结局一定很美丽

p/s: i should start playing kite again...

你快乐,我随意

2010-01-19T19:54:00.002+08:00

如果你问我,单恋幸福吗,单恋辛苦吗,单恋开心吗?
我会答,单恋虽然辛苦,可是它是幸福的,也是开心的..
因为,只要看到对方开心,不再想不快乐的事,已经足够了...

我喜欢你,你是知道的,
而要你接受我,是不能强逼的,
所以我会慢慢等你,
等你作好心理准备,放下心中障碍,
准备迎接另一份感情,
然后再看怎样吧...

旁人的意见和劝告可以听,
可是自己决定掌握在自己手中,
你喜欢我们现在的关系,
我愿意配合你,
只要你答应我,
要真正的开心过每一天,
那就足够了...

朋友说你酱对我不公平,
要不放了我,要不接受我,
如果你就酱放了我,
我会觉得更加不公平,
现在的决定是最好的,
就好像昨天说的:
你喜欢,我随意

你说你有想过要不要进一步发展,
知道你有想过这个问题,
我已经很开心了,
没关系,
有些事情不能急着来,
不要冲动而弄到自己后悔...

朋友说的没错,
就算你现在接受我又怎样?
我还是不能在你身边陪着你,
只能透过电话,听你的声音,听你的笑声,
那不如保持现在这样:
我喜欢你,我弄你开心,我不属于别人的,可是我们又不是情侣..
因为身为朋友,
我不可能离你而去,
我会永远是你的朋友...

我会等待那一天的到来,
可是不会期待什么,
因为期待越大,失望就越大.

p/s:这算情信吗? 呵呵

Case 39

2010-01-16T23:52:00.004+08:00

Went and watch Case39 with Budi, Shi Yee and her room mate, Wan Qing this afternoon. Was supposed to watch the 11:45am show, but due to some delay, we arrived at pyramid at 1pm to buy 2pm's ticket. According to them, it's a ghost story, but later 'changed' to scary movie. Was quite scared cos i don't really like / enjoy horror movies.

Conclusion: Not as scary as i thought. Rating :7/10. Why not as scary? cos Lim Shi Yee more scary.. hahaha. Don't come haunt me at class XD

After movie we went to Kim Gary for lunch or should be called dinner? Cos it's already 5pm at that moment. I ordered Cheese Baked Rice with Fish Chop set (don't really know the english name). I ordered that because I know someone liked it a lot.. hehe.. After the meal, Budi and I went Jusco to grab some stuffs before going back to his house.

**Every Saturday is 'No Plastic Bag Day' at Jusco. They're encouraging people to bring recyclable bags to buy groceries, and every plastic bags used will be charged RM0.20.

Reached Budi's house around 6:20pm i think. After facebook-ing for some time, we started doing exercise in his room. He has some equipments for push up, a skipping rope and dumbells. The push up was damn difficult, after few days of going-down and unable to come up, my muscle is already aching and my arms felt weak. Then skipped using skipping rope for 3-4 minutes? and i'm already sweating like hell. Haha.

We also planned for a tight schedule which should start next week. We're balancing our studying + exercising + reading time. Just hope we're discipline enough to follow it. Haha

Left his house at 10pm and reach home slightly before 11pm.

p/s: Are you trying to give a hint? :(

So Sick``

2010-01-13T22:33:00.002+08:00

好辛苦噢..昨天开学就大生病一场,今天乖乖喝很多水都没有好,只差没有去看医生罢了,觉得很浪费钱..昨晚还一度发冷,在床上风扇都没开盖被盖了1个小时,时不时还一直打喷嚏,结果应该是打太多喷嚏的关系,突然开始流大汗,如果不立刻踢开被单和下床,我看整个床都要湿了..本来还不想吃晚餐,结果想到打喷嚏用了很多力,不吃会更没力,结果还是硬硬去拿饭吃,很慢很慢的把饭吃完..

今天更够力,一起身喉咙更痛,妈妈要冲盐水给我我死都不要,现在好点了,可是伤风更严重了..

最刚巧的是,有人在槟城也病了,而且状况差不多相同,是你传染给我还是我传染给你,讲电话也可以传染那就很够力了,哈哈

不讲生病了,讲下理财...
上个假期,本来可以存到500块酱,可是因为某种原因,全部要用掉了,而且还要想很多办法拿更多钱,因为不想从银行户口按钱出来,习惯按钱就会常去按,很危险,分分钟少过500我会很心痛. 没有进钱进户口已经过意不去了,再拿出来我会自己打自己...

另外,现在零用钱很少了,打算每天只用RM5最多,每天去吃斋才3.50,应该可以做到吧,因为顺便可以减肥,呵呵.可是这两天开学都over budget了,怎么办?

p/s:我酱做,真的不值得吗?

First-best-day in 2010 ^^

2010-01-09T18:30:00.002+08:00

Today will be my first-best-day in year 2010..

First of all,
while i was leaving my house just now, got a call from Lim Shi Yee a.k.a 041 (oops.. so now everyone knows who i'm talking about.. haha). She called and told me she's in college and saw our results..and told me my results. To my surprise.. i got all As!! (not to boast.. serious...) Was so excited when she told me that, even asked her to double check whether she saw it wrongly or not, and she repeated my IC number to confirm. OMG~~ was damn happy! Cos didn't expect to get A or even B for Web Programming, and i got 70 marks for it, which means ngam ngam A. Real thanks to the lecturer, i know she did help me get an A for that..
Wooh!! 6 subjects and i manage to get the results i wanted.. actually it's really a surprise.. cos few days ago, i had a nightmare, that i failed all my subjects, maybe because mummy nagged me about the laptop and my results so much that i feared of failing any subjects. Luckily got all As, mummy has nothing to say, and will treat me 大餐 one day.. haha!!

Secondly,
Gonna meet college friends tonight to have dinner together. Last night when i was chatting with Budi and Nick, suddenly felt i miss them a lot. This may sounds funny coming out from my mouth, but i really do miss all of them. Hope tonight we'll have a great night, and hope can meet the couple, Justin and Joanne as well.

Well~~ hope today continues to be great until end of the day.. please anyone.. don't spoil my mood today.. Thanks =D

p/s: not working today and tomorrow at Charles & Keith, but tomorrow gonna go KLCC education fare to help at Nick's sister's store.. RM100 1 day.. better than working at C&K.. hehe

最熟悉的陌生人

2010-01-07T21:45:00.004+08:00

她..
曾经是我非常非常喜欢的一个人

因为她...
我第一次跟陌生人说话
第一次看到跟她有关的人、或者很像她的人就会很紧张.仿佛看到的是她
第一次想尽办法拿到她地址..为了去她家..远远看她一眼
第一次想不顾一切的..为了见她一面

她让我思想改变了很多
一个瘦小的女生、年纪轻轻竟然有那么成熟的思想
外表看起来脆弱
内心却比任何人坚强

她让我知道心跳的感觉
每次看到她
我的心跳就会加速
仿佛随时心脏会跳出来
更夸张是有一次看到她
我竟然双脚发抖站不稳
那种感觉应该在别人身上我找不到的吧

以前的事过了
现在的她
会是我很敬佩、尊敬、也是我学习的对象

现在的我们
没话题聊了
是我没有胆跟她聊天
还是我们真的没有话说了

我会每天追看她的部落格
从中知道她的近况
知道她内心在想什么
那也是我唯一的频道来更了解她

她...
会是我最熟悉的陌生人

Interesting working day

2010-01-02T23:27:00.003+08:00

Today is the 10th day i'm working in Charles & Keith..
it's a very different experience for me working in a retail outlet,
i personally prefer the F&B industry,
so didn't really enjoy working there,
especially their 'no-break-if-work-6 hours-and-below' rule,
damn sux!
got headache whenever i'm working..
maybe it's the music the play everyday..
it's damn loud and sometimes annoying i can say..

Well, besides those negative things,
today was quite an interesting day,
quite a number of interesting things happen:

1.
2 separate aunties, arriving at 2 different times,
was trying to get my attention to ask about shoes and bags,
they are calling 'leng zai' and i know they're referring to me,
since i'm the only chinese working there,
but i ignored and pretend i dunno they're calling me,
then they approach me...
i try to kept quiet as not to reveal my gender..
thank god they didn't ask much..
hehe

2.
A leng lui approached me after choosing a handbag,
and she asked me to hold that handbag
(as how usually a girl holds it)
cos she say her working attire is like ours,
which is whole body black,
i was quite nervous and a bit embarrassed..
haha..
but i still hold the bag for her,
as i dunno how to reject,
and she was smiling so sweetly,
(n_n)

3.
Just as my shift was going to end,
a middle-east lady walked in..
she was walking and looking for shoes,
and grabbing whatever she likes,
we saw she's holding around 7-8 shoes,
and everyone is avoiding her,
cos if she picked anyone of us,
it will take looooooong time to search for all her shoes,
but then,
as the unlucky one,
a colleague was 'picked' and i was nearby,
therefore i helped him to search half of the shoes,
total pair of shoes is 9 pairs..
she wanted size 38 or 39,
as i was searching for only 4 pairs,
i decided to only take the size 38 shoes,
and since the code numbers are quite near,
gladly i found the shoes quite fast..
and as i approached the lady,
the colleague says she can't fit 38 and needs size 39,
OMFG!! i have to climb the shelves all over again to get the shoes!
Ok... there she was happily tring all 9 pairs of shoes,
and her bf / husband walked in and joined her..
it's obvious she likes all the shoes,
and even asked a colleague to borrow her the calculator,
so that she can calculate the total amount,
as she was trying out the shoes,
3 of us, Linda, Dilla and me was betting on how many pairs she will buy,
Linda guess 1, Dilla guess 2 and i guess 3,
since i served her and can see that she really like those shoes,
so i bet on a larger number..
and again, i approached her to see whether she has decided on how many pairs to buy,
and she said: "These shoes are lovely, but he (her bf/husband) doesn't like any of them",
and she starts putting on her own shoes,
OMFG again! making us climb up and down getting the shoes but didn't buy any!
well, we're just laughing away as none of us won the bet..
haha

Besides that,
today is the first time i see people spending a lot,
yeah, damn lot! just like that!
a lady came in around afternoon and straight away bought 5 pairs of shoes！
paying RM600+ cash for the shoes..

and later in the evening,
2 aunties came in,
dunno buy how many pairs of shoes,
and 3 bags (same design different colors),
and contributed another RM1000+ to our sales,
how i wish i have that money to spend like them,
spending without thinking...

Well, that's the most interesting day i can say throughout my working days..
hope 2010 will be an interesting year for me and everyone as well ^^

Waiting for school reopen..

2010-01-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

Cant wait till school reopen...
miss all my classmates..
besides..
time will pass faster and March will arrive soon...
and i hope the promise is kept and i'm not disappointed..

Happy New Year 2010!!

2009-12-31T22:51:00.003+08:00

Another 1 hour to 2010..
but i've got no excited feeling as i have before..
felt that today is just another ordinary day..
just that tmr have to start writing the date with the year 2010..

Nothing much to say..
had home-made steamboat dinner just now...
not going anywhere..
rejected 2 invitations to go countdown..
just plan to stay at home and accompany my special one tonight..

Hope next year will be a great year for everyone..
all frustrations..
all unlucky happenings..
all sad memories..
will be left behind in 2009...

Happy New Year 2010!!

Just for Laughter =)

2009-12-21T11:51:00.004+08:00

Found these pictures on a lecturer's wall
quite interesting

had my haircut 2 days ago,
this time too exaggerated,
i myself don't really like it.

Excited Day

2009-12-17T23:59:00.004+08:00

Recently was quite busy,
and the line is occupied by that 2 fellas at home,
so will only online during midnight or will not go online at all.

Let me blog about what happened yesterday (Wednesday) first,
stayed overnight at grandma's house in Klang for 2 nights,
when i woke up at 11am something,
got a call from Li Chin,
call me to accompany her to do something bad,
guess what?
yeah, stealing menu from restaurants...

She's working as a PT at a HQ of a restaurant,
well, as what she said,
they need 'reference' from other restaurants as they keep updating their menu,
that's why they need those menus and their pricing to compare.
therefore, we went from Klang to 1u, cos they have all the restaurants we need.

List of Restaurants we went:

Chillies

Went in, order a glass of Sarsi,
told the waiter we're waiting for a friend to arrive,
after drinking and 'taking' a menu,
we asked for the bill,
and cabut

Starbucks

Ordered caramel cream frapuccino,
copy down all the menu items,
since they do not have a menu (to be taken),
quite hard to copy cos their price's fonts are quite small,
hope they don't suspect us.

TGI

They have new deserts on their menu,
so we ordered something called mini 3 cup thingy,
ordered 3 mini cups of dessert which costs RM9.90++

Kenny's Rogers

Ordered 2 pcs of sandwich,
each person 1 piece,
grab a menu,
(which is damn thick),
and fast fast ran away,
hehe

Old Town

Old Town is supposed to be famous for their coffee,
but instead of coffee,
we ordered fries!!
the person sending the order also look at us one kind

Secret Recipe

Ordered Vienna Brownies,
their menu is very long,
at first we thought the menu cannot fit into the bag,
so Li Chin spent 20 minutes taking pictures of the menu item,
and after finish the 'photo session',
she tried putting it in the bag,
and it fits!
so it wasted us 20 minutes, OMG~~

Coffee Bean

Too full by now,
so we called Phoebe to treat her drink something,
just as we finished calling her and ask her what she wants,
we saw something,
a delivery menu which can be taken away,
means that we can actually save that 12 bucks,
but since promised Phoebe,
we bought it anyway

Manhattan Fish Market

I thought the manager i knew was there,
but she wasn't there,
so we have to order something,
and we ordered Fried Garden Mushroom,
FRIED again,
sienz...

Guess this is not the first time the restaurant is doing this,
cos Li Chin actually doesn't carry a bag to work,
and they gave her a big bag, a set of newspapers and a camera,
well prepared!

Felt that the 'trip' was quite fun,
this is the first time i'm doing this kind of thing,
quite excited though,
haha

C & K experiences

2009-12-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

Have been so busy these 3 days after finals,
started working at Charles & Keith,
first day already 拿我命,
cos it's Selangor's public holiday,
damn busy,
climb up climb down to take shoes,
stand whole day cannot sit down at all,
leg pain like hell man...

Don't understand why girls like to go shopping,
is it fun buying shoes and accessories?
is it fun spending money on something
and after using for a while just dump it somewhere else?
is it fun walking on high heals shopping around the whole mall?
i don't think so,
so just stop shopping,
especially to buy heals!
siao!!

* just some grumbling, just ignore it,
too tired serving those ladies out there...

Tomoro early in the morning gonna go KLCC Nando's,
Nando's wanna treat us eat breakfast,
according to Li Chin (who's working there),
Nando's is coming up with a new breakfast set,
so they need people to go and test out the food and give comments,
so tonight gonna sleep early cos have to reach there at 8am,
Oh My God~~~

Saw someone's picture just now,
awesome!!
but really hope to let her fade in my memories~~~

Finals END!!!

2009-12-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

Finally, finals is over,
most excited over today's paper,
Quantitative Techniques a.k.a what we called Maths..
reading time 10 minutes,
glance through the paper and was damn happy,
OMG~~ so damn EASY!!
it's either from pass year paper or we did it in tests / mid term,
have to answer 1 compulsory question (50%) and 2 choice questions (25% each),
finished in 55 minutes,
yay!

After exam, we decided to go to pyramid for makan,
after the guys decided for 30 minutes,
they decided to eat at Tokyo G.
total 19 ppl,
the bill was supposed to be 500++,
after removing all ochas,
(which costs 3.90 each),
and after 20% discount,
privilege for Sunway students,
our bill only turns out to be RM395.50,
damn cheap HAHAHA

What happens after that,
dun wanna mention,
almost become a ROASTED RABBIT,
haiz...

Gonna start work tomorrow,
can't wait to start,
yay!!

//heard ur voice today,
saw ur new pic,
you're another person who makes my heart jump so fast..
*shy shy*

2 down, 4 more to go...

2009-12-05T00:34:00.003+08:00

Today's Web Programming exam,
only 1 word to describe
--SUX!!!--
did really badly,
this is the first time felt so down and disappointed after siting for a test,
cannot blame anyone,
just blame myself for not preparing for it,
can pass for sure,
but results sure not up to expected...

Went home mummy asked me how's the paper,
can do nothing except keep shaking head,
at first she didn't scold / nag me,
just say that she can see my not concentrating this sem,
saying very softly...
but after 2 or 3 hours i think,
suddenly lecture me for 5 minutes,
sienz~~~

Next 2 days gonna bia gao gao lat,
total 10 more chapters to memorize,
gonna manage my time properly,
if not next week exam dunit to sleep liao,
haiz...

03.12.09

2009-12-04T00:12:00.008+08:00

Today ate 1 meal only,
cos lunch time mummy brought me and sai lou for Thai food again,
but this time is another restaurant at Tmn Yulek,
called Ah Wet Thai restaurant,
seems there is another branch in Puchong...

Tom Yam Soup RM20

lots of ingredients.. yummy!!

Crab cooked in Thai Chilli style... i think..
damn big and fatty RM90.. worth it!

Pig knuckle RM40

Deep fried kangkung.. forgot how much...

after the meal.....

Everything's quite nice..
but then only 3 of us and
we didn't expect the portion to be sooooo big,
so eventually we tapao the pig knuckle for dinner

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

12月真的是分手季节吗?
又听到另一个朋友分手了...
哎...
为什么要酱呢?

是我做了什么让天使生气
还是忘了做什么让幸福远离

02.12.09

2009-12-02T23:41:00.005+08:00

今天没有考试
但还是去了学院
目的是要找老师问pass year paper
拜五考web programming
全部人都在等死
没有人读
因为没有东西读
又是open book test
会就是会
不会就是不会
不会只能找书
书找不到就等死

从你身上...
我学会了很多东西...
学会了...

don't complain you don't have nice shoes
because there are others who doesn't have legs

don't complain that the food is not appetizing
because there are people out there struggling to get a meal each day

don't complain that your life is miserable
because there are people out there who's life is worse that yours

don't complain that you can't get the things you want
because there are people out there who never get what they need

just be satisfied with what you have
just appreciate what you have right now
don't be too greedy, asking for too much
because there are people more in need than you

Song of the Day:

给你的歌

2009-12-01T20:49:00.003+08:00

One paper down, 5 more to go...
still no mood to study,
feeling sux!

这几天我会在这里播歌给你听
有些可能说出你的心声
有些会是我要对你说的话
希望你会喜欢

能不能不爱了
因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了
却无法把你忘了

Good Luck SCT students!!

2009-11-29T22:07:00.003+08:00

Someone posted this Korean's singing last night on Facebook...
amazing!
sing till out of breath at the end though...
haha...

Beyonce - LISTEN

Suddenly in love with this song ♥♥

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Back to FINALS

Tomoro will be first day of finals..
just now 8pm only start to feel anxious about finals,
if not... don't think will start studying,
or should i say say MEMORIZING...
haha!

Tomoro's paper is communication skills,
which stands only 30% for finals,
guess no one is studying it...
i'm only studying it tmr...
last minute studying still the best..
cos tips all given...
hahahahaha

Friday will be Web Programming 1 test,
open book test..
dunno what to study..
either know or dunno...
haiz....

Next week's paper will cause us brain damage,
3 subjects straight that need to memorize,
Monday E-Commerce:
tips dunno can be trusted or not,
hope Ms Angela not so bad.. haha

Tuesday Intro to ERP:
12 chapters!!!
die... gone case....

Wednesday Project Management 2:
should be no problem for this...

Thursday Quantitative Techniques (Maths):
should be no problem also,
just hope won't forget to bring calculator,
haha

Good luck everyone!
although this is a tough semester,
hope everyone can pass all subjects!

depressed... again...

2009-11-27T00:44:00.003+08:00

Never expect to have this feeling again...
Never thought will ever like someone so fast..
i know this is stupid..
yeah! i'm stupid....
that's why i'm hurt again...

Why are all these problems arising when my finals is reaching...
Maybe everything's happening too fast?
Maybe i'm thinking too much?
Maybe i shouldn't be so stupid?
Maybe... Maybe...

(i thought of something to write just now...
but it just flew past my brain...)
damn it!

24.11.09 down

2009-11-25T00:05:00.002+08:00

Now currently in depressed mode...
I'm so down...
I don't feel like talking...
don't feel like eating...
just wanna be alone....
waiting for her...

Why everytime i think of putting down..
something will happen....
(this is definitely not the first time i'm saying this)
i have to get over it soon...
i'm suffering...
i'm heartbroken...

Quote from Aman:
the best way to get over a relationship is to get into another one

I doesn't feel stress for the finals YET...
but i've thought of what i wanna do during my Dec holidays....
I want to tidy up the room...
I want to work gao gao...
I want to go Penang...
I want to start studying for next sem's subjects...
I want to start preparing for final year project...
I want to plan for the sushi store...
I wanna do lotza things...

I'm tired....
I need rests....
I need to be alone....

21.11.09

2009-11-22T00:10:00.003+08:00

这几天好像超时写blog....
不好意思哦....
哈哈....

Today whole day at home...
although finish typing Comm Skills tips and typing ERP notes now....
i felt i've wasted another day...
oh no!
this cannot be the way....
finals is coming!!!

Tomorrow's going Budi's house to make sushi...
test making...
if succeeded, we might open a sushi stall...
haha....
don't say too early first...

Dear Friend,
i know you're sad recently,
but i'm trying my best to cheer you up,
hope your saddie days will end soon,
okay?

*Happy birthday to Nicholas Pan Foo Yao, the big boss!
and Yang Yang!!

Cigarettes taken today: 0

20.11.09

2009-11-21T00:02:00.002+08:00

Finally finished ALL assignments...
felt so relieved after struggling for sooo long...
but then have to start struggling for finals...
9 days away....
i'm not prepared at all...
GOD please help me!!

Today we celebrated Nick's birthday at Italiannies...
since he doesn't know what is it..
6 person eat..RM250...
wanna vomit blood alr...
i didn't eat much..
cos don't really have appetite..
or maybe because my stomach shrinked?
haha...

Rushed back to class for presentation..
Ms Angela's class...
so can be late bit bit...
kena beat by her...
cos she call me to buy J Co to celebrate Nick's birthday..
but we didn't...
so she call my group to present first..
and Kevin's group to present second...
and we curi curi go out and buy J Co without Nick's notice..
Budi and I go buy J Co, Kevin go home take camera...
so 'nothing' to do....
haha...

So long didn't run so fast...
was running with Budi from foyer to car park..
cos it's raining, and getting bigger...
have to exercise more...
so short distance yet very out of breath...
it's been like... 5 years? since i last run like that...

Continue with J Co..
the whole process of leaving the classroom to get the car,
and go side gate fetch Kevin & Mo Mo to Indah Villa,
and to Pyramid, parked car, bought donuts,
and back to Indah Villa to pick them up,
and back to college...
amazingly took less than 30 minutes...
can imagine how rush we are...
cos if we return late...
class is over and everything will be ruined...
thank god plan goes as usual...
hope Kevin will upload the pics asap...
cos it's the first time BIS has a group pic!

Rested for 1 day...
tomorrow gonna start fighting!
sunday will be going Budi's house to make sushi..
yeah!!

Cigarettes taken today: 0

19.11.09

2009-11-19T22:05:00.004+08:00

认识你之前...
我不曾知道有心跳这个东西...
认识你之后...
我才发现它的存在...
因为每次看到你...
我的心一定跳到很快、很大声...
大声到自己会吓倒...
我没有夸张..
也没有理由要去夸大...

现在桌面背景放着这张图片:

突然觉得很喜欢这张图...
表误会...
不一定有伴才能放....
暗恋/光恋也可以放的....
哈哈

以前读marketing学过一样东西..
high expectation = high disappointment
low expectation = low disappointment
no expectation = no disappointment

i have high expectation this morning..
and of course, i had high disappointment later on...
but out of the sudden...
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
and i got happy!

突然间写去英文...
因为中文不会写...
退步了...
够力...

今天很早回家...
差不多两个月了....
我没有早回家过...
每天留在学校做功课...
做到8、9点...
有时甚至到10点、1点...
今天..终于可以像以前...
6点多到家...
终于可以在家看到天亮...
这个也不是在夸大哦....

酱说来....
我也是很久很久没有吃妈妈煮的饭了...
这两天突然想念家常饭...
就算在学校留到8、9点....
也有乖乖回家吃饭....
一方面健康点...
一方面省钱点...
可是这两天又要花钱了...
心痛....

Cigarettes taken today: 1/2
reason: fren wanna start eating...
call me to finish it...

18.11.09 eager to start work!

2009-11-19T01:07:00.002+08:00

Today we have 4 hours break in between classes...
due to the 'devil' lecturer who's on leave due to some conference...
she's not so devil actually...
it's a name given by her own self..
haha...

During the 4 hours break..
we, as usual, went out from college to have lunch...
that's what we do every wednesday...
had lunch outside, and collect the receipt to 'claim' from that devil lecturer..
haha...
continue..
had lunch at wong kok..
cheap ma... RM3.99 breakfast set..
enough for me...
not enough for the guys...
haha...
after lunch, went to Charles & Keith to see the supervisor...
cos she told me to look for her during mid of November...
i thought she wants me to fill up the application form and stuff...
but then she straight away ask for my schedule..
so it means...
I GOT THE JOB!!
haha...
my holidays won't be boring anymore...
gonna start work immediately the day after last day of exams...
looking forward to start work...
cos it's my first time working in a retail shop...
hope i can lose weight from there as well...
^^

Mood spoiled by stupid TA during presentation..
sorry friends who get scolded from me due to my mood...
>.<

Cigarettes taken today: 0
there's improvement n_n

17.11.09

2009-11-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

Realized i'm making myself to update this blog everyday....
actually i doesn't have to be so committed...
it's just that i wanna track down my progress on quitting smoking...
hehe...

I was without handphone for 15 hours today..
thank god i'm single..
there's no 'unreadable' messages in my phone...
if not scared mummy will take and read it...
haha...
realized that i can actually SURVIVE WITHOUT HANDPHONE..
amazing!
but 1 bad thing is that i've lost track of the time..
cos forgot to bring watch also...
hehe....

Today's quite relaxing day....
both classes today are for presentation...
and of course TIPS....
then we have assembly at 2pm....
playing pikachu volleyball during assembly...
after that went Budi's house..
since others doesn't want to stay back..
thought of doing assignment in Budi's house..
but his housemate, Sianny, is watching Narnia...
so we all watched together... =.=
by the time it ends is already 5:30....
6pm have to leave for dinner cos they've booked ticket to watch 2012...

While they watch movie,
me and Shi Yee go gai gai at Pyramid...
suddenly feel like shopping...
althought felt reluctant to take out $$ from ATM...
but really feel like pampering myself and keep buying stuffs...
so at last bought a keyboard, a necklace and a card...
felt so relaxed after stressed for so long....
it's time to 'suffer' again starting tomorrow!
haha..

Left pyramid at 8:30 and finally re-union with my phone at 10pm...

Cigarettes taken today: 0
Finally managed to control myself..
even Budi put 1 stick in front of me...
yeah!!

16.11.09 Sorry....

2009-11-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

Gonna sleep now...
tmr have to wake up early...
and reach college at 7:30...
cos got 2 presentations to prepare...

This week will be busy will assignments and presentation...
3 presentations in a week...
so u guys will see me wearing the same set of formal for 2 days this week..
hehe...
not really formal though...
will be shirt and jeans....
and sport shoes....
haha

Next week will be 2 weeks to finals...
the feeling of fear is getting stronger....
i need to focus!
i know i can do it...
cannot let mummy down....

Cigarettes taken today: 3
sorry...
很对不起你...
(虽然你应该不会有感觉)
也很对不起自己...
but i will try...

15.10.09

2009-11-15T20:30:00.003+08:00

Time passes soooooo fast...
15 days more...
is the beginning of our finals....
within this 15 days..
still got assignments to rush..
still got presentations to prepare...
and of course...
still got notes need to be updated
and still got reading and memorizing need to be done...

i'm very scared of this semester's results...
i'm sorry mummy...
i might disappoint you this time..
although u didn't ask for very good grades..
just call me to do my best...
but this time...
i'm afraid i'll do badly....
i'm too stressed up...
i need rest....
i need a break....

tomoro will have another ERP test...
another...cos total we have 3 tests for ERP...
all 5% each...
what's the point?
i don't get it...
i'm not prepared at all...
the notes are not even completed...
(i usually read from notes,
not from text books..)
i have no mood to study...really...
just hope to get over it as soon as possible....

*Cigarettes taken today: 0
reason: it's a sunday...
at home all day...

14.11.09

2009-11-14T21:47:00.002+08:00

Went visiting Ruby this morning with Budi..
he looks weak..
talk also no energy..
he's so hardworking!
when we arrived..
guess what..
he's studying his Expert System!
luckily his housemate brought him his laptop..
if not he's going to bore to death...
haha..

Before reaching home..
went to the bank..
cos i lost my bank book...
Budi told me can check through ATM machine..
ok lor.. 'examine' the whole machine's function for 10 minutes..
but failed to get my account number..
went home disappointed..
mafan lar have to go bank 1 day to request a new one...

around 2 something...
went out for lunch...
so wanting to try the chilli pan mee nearby leisure mall..
mummy say got spiciest and 2nd spiciest..
last time sister eat spiciest until 'lao sao' 1 week....
geng....

on the way to leisure mall...
told mummy i've lost my bank book...
know what?
she say: the bank book with me ma...
u keep ATM card i keep bank book..
=.=''''''''''''
make me so gan jiong..
searching for it for 2 days....
then she told me want to bank in cheque dunit bank book de..
just enter ATM card and enter cheque....
=.="""""""""""""""""" again.....
nvm la...first time enter cheque myself ma...
now i know... haha

back to my lunch...
i ordered the 2nd spiciest pan mee..
first mouth eat...
start coughing like hell...
cos there's a chilli stuck near by throat...
trying to cough it out...
but after that...
eat like no rasa dy...
nice!
by still 'face to face's better..
hehe....

tmr gonna go grandma's house..
she making curry laksa...
damn ho liao....
everytime go can eat up to 5 bowls...
throughout the day la....
not 1 shot...
somemore tying to control my diet now...
hope u guys can see a different me next sem...
hope i can do it also...
haha.....

*cigarettes taken today: 2
reason: finish off what's left yesterday...
stupid reason!

13.11.09 心情低沉

2009-11-14T00:28:00.005+08:00

觉得最近脾气很暴躁...
很快就发脾气...
而且最近很emo....
(朋友这么说)
可能是压力过大....
可能是旁人的关系...
也当然有可能是_ _ _ _ _...
自己懂就好...

刚才跟朋友去唱歌...
由于某些事情...
又emo起来了....
只想一个人坐在角落...
不想讲话....
不想参别人....

这几天喉咙时常感觉很干..
有可能是压力过大吗?
还是一直不够睡...
还是抽太多烟....
有时抽太多会怕....
想到了...
以后想抽烟...
就记得以前你线我的信息..
说: 表抽太多烟..对身体不好的噢...
我会尽量去记得这句话的....

想改变自己的discipline....
不再last minute做功课...
不再吃喜欢吃的东西, 只能吃可以吃的东西..
不再抽烟....
不再临时抱佛脚...
这些以前都讲过的....
只是没有恒心,没有毅力..
希望你会是我的推动力...
只要_ _ _, 我就会做到的...

刚才听one fm给观众打进去说祝福语/ 点歌/ 什么的..
有个男人打进去说他妈妈心脏进细菌...
他说希望他妈妈快点好起来..
因为她还没有机会享福...
他们5个兄弟姐妹都在等着孝顺她...
听了后觉得很感动....
现在想回来还有想哭的感觉..
是不是很emo所以会酱?

要去睡了...
明天虽然不想去学院做assignment....
想在家读书两天...
休息下头脑...
拜一再做最后一个assignment...
可是明天还是会去sunway hospital探望朋友...
听说脚不懂做么住院一个星期...
祝他早日康复吧....

10.11.09

2009-11-10T20:09:00.002+08:00

最近太累了...
48 小时内只睡了 5个小时..
简直要疯掉了....

晚上睡觉连梦都没有..
一躺下去就立刻睡着...
早上更是难起身....
在学校整个 zombie 酱..
朋友都不敢靠近我...
怕我随时咬人...
哈哈...

刚才就恐怖了....
爸爸驾车....
我在睡觉...
头发有set所以都是睡睡醒醒...
突然有一part梦到自己驾车...
而且还驾到很快那种...
然后突然醒过来...
blur blur的在想...
够力! 车驾酱快手没有握着stereng...
然后手很自然的摆出握stereng的样子...
才发现那个是做梦而已...
不懂爸爸有没有看到...
呵呵...

今晚妈妈在家弄火锅...
比外面吃的好吃多多倍!
水饺和肉丸自己弄的...
而且是我最小弟弟弄的...
不错不错....

明天放学后要去kepong jusco弄digi的东西...
又是很累的要驾来驾去....
今晚不能太早睡因为明天有数学考试...
上次的因为3/4的人fail了..
所以老师给我们重考...
明天就要好好休息一天了.....

Need rest...

2009-11-09T02:46:00.004+08:00

Finally...
it's now 2:47am...
i've complete Web Programming user's page..

now gonna complete ERP assignment...
including the Compiere and presentation slides...
tomorrow submit leh...
last minute work AGAIN!!
haha...

tomorrow might skip Maths class to complete Web Programming...
might also skip ERP class..
if really have to...
will skip Project Mgmt as well..
but i really don't hope to skip ERP and PM...
but still got Web Programming Admin side to do...
just hope can finish fast la..
cos need to do report somemore...
gonna vomit blood liao!

haiz... dunit to sleep liao la tonight...
tmr you guys gonna see a zombie + panda...
might collapse suddenly 1 day...
i need rest...........

-----edited----

It's 3:51 now...
gonna sleep a while...
only got 2 1/2 hours to sleep....
nitez~~

Half-relaxing day

2009-11-08T01:34:00.002+08:00

Last night (Friday) stayed in college to do assignments..
we stayed until 1:30am only left college..
damn tiring...
pity the 'boss' have to fetch me home somemore..
hehe...

Today early morning wake up to go college again..
reached college around 10am..
start doing ERP assignment...
have to do it fast cos 1:30pm need to go cheong k at Neway Puchong...
Phoebe came on time to pick me up as i almost finish the ERP assignment...

Cheong K from 2pm till 7pm....
quite tiring leh...
no more voice somemore...
Joel was late for 3 hours!!
OMG Joel u're damn FAT alr!!
feel like punching u!!!
haha

Reached home around 8pm...
damn hungry...
morning 10am eat till then...
then wait for daddy to da bao my favorite '滑蛋河'...
after dinner...
fast fast continue assignment...

Started doing Web Programming...
damn 麻烦 de lo...
have to clearly sketch out every pages first before re-doing..
in case later anything wrong..
will have to re-do AGAIN..
ya.. this is my 3rd time re-doing it...

Tmr gonna go college at 11 to continue doing...
hope can finish tomorrow...
cos need to write 400 words report some more...
要人命啊!!

Gonna sleep now....
补回 my sleep debts...

Lesson of the day...

2009-11-05T19:06:00.002+08:00

Was frustrated doing the ERP assignment...
everyone from BIS...
yes... i mean EVERYONE!!
came to the library (even no class today) to do that assignment...
everything was quite smooth at the beginning...
until after lunch, when we continue doing it..
all of us faced the same problems..
we're trying to solve it for.. 3 hours alr i think...
time to time went and look for the lecturer he's not there..
all trying to give up....
at the same time trying to look for solutions...

now.. most of them went back...
all disappointed...
cos we planned to finish this assignment today..
actually we cannot blame the lecturer for not in his office...
it's our fault....
we're doing this assignment last minute..
submission date is next monday...
and tomorrow will be the last day to consult lecturers...
i almost gave up..
until i check my mailbox and read a mail from a friend...
this is what brightens me up:

Hope everything will be fine..
everything will have a solution...

挫折

2009-11-03T23:28:00.003+08:00

最近遇上一些挫折...

1. 学业上的挫折
这个学期有想放弃的念头...
真的受不了庞大的压力...
很没有心做功课, 没有心读书...

2. 友情的挫折
我知道是我自己太敏感...
可是就是不是很喜欢酱的态度...
最讨厌在我认真做东西时来跟我无聊...
问三问四...全部废话...
虽然是好朋友...
难免也有不喜欢的吧...
no one is perfect...
i understand this...

最近在听张韶涵的新歌..
蛮不错的...
很喜欢《偶尔》这首歌..
每次听到都会有感触...

我们都曾经失去爱情
从你的身上我认识刻骨铭心
错过的花季我的心也就结成冰
我们都曾经非常努力
却常常的叹息常常有了疑问句
所以我离去

偶尔很清醒偶尔却抗拒
偶尔有睡意偶尔很伤心
当我们反复练习
想让爱归零但无能为力
偶尔很开心偶尔却下雨
偶尔有梦醒偶尔很想你
当我们同时安静
也做了决定却不要再见你

我们都曾经失去爱情
从你的身上我认识刻骨铭心
错过的花季我的心也就结成冰
我们都曾经非常努力
却常常的叹息常常有了疑问句
所以我离去

偶尔很清新偶尔却抗拒
偶尔有睡意偶尔很伤情
当我们仿佛练习
想让爱归零但无能为力
偶尔很开心偶尔却下雨
偶尔有梦境偶尔很想你
当我们同时安静
也做了决定却不要再见你

偶尔很庆幸偶尔却抗拒
偶尔有睡意偶尔很想起
当我们反复练习想
让爱归零但无能为力
偶尔很开心偶尔却下雨
偶尔有梦境偶尔很想你
当我们安静
也做了决定却不要再见你

Finally...

2009-11-01T02:52:00.002+08:00

Finally...
at 2:52am...
i finished my ERP individual assignment...
cannot expect good grade for this assignment though..
next need to prepare presentation slides for this...
but not now...
i'm tired alr....
nitez~~

失败

2009-10-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

突然觉得自己很失败..
明知道不该做的又做..
应该做的又不做..
>.<

我应该改了..
说要改...
改到现在什么屁都没有..

我需要那股推动力..
逼我读书逼我做功课...
可是....
哪里找来呢??

今天一定要把功课做完!
明天专心读书!
拜一考试!
不准开电脑了!!
记得啊!!

31.10.09

2009-10-31T02:20:00.003+08:00

Reached home 1:30am...
quite exhausted...
let me just briefly list down activities done today:

12:30pm - went 1u for lunch (got friend belanja ma... haha)
4:30pm (after class) - jam whole way down to kl to pass car to
daddy
6:30pm - reached KL, follow Budi's car back to Sunway
8:00pm - finally arrived at Sunway
8:30pm - arrived at Sunway Pyramid's Nando's for dinner
10:00pm - left pyramid to CLUB 9 (Pub & Pool) - our fortnight relaxation place
10:20pm - arrived at CLUB 9 - full house - orderd a bucket of
heineken and played poker while waiting
12:00am - finally got table available, played for a few rounds
1:00am - left CLUB 9 - tired, exhausted, smell 'smokey'.. hehe
1:30am - reached home

now 2:30 still on9-ing...
cafe world's food are ready to serve...
restaurant city's staff all dying...
amusement park's vehicle ready...
and now blogging a bit..
gonna sleep i think 3am..
tmr wake up 7:30am...
got replacement class AGAIN at 9am...
then stay back in college i think until around 6pm...
tmr gonna concentrate ERP assignment which is due on Monday,
and which i haven't even started doing....
sunday gonna spend whole day studying ERP test,
which is on Monday also....
really hope finals are over soon..
gonna 'pay back' all my sleeping debts...
am becoming panda / zombie soon...
i want my normal life back!!

P/S: anyone always buy things from Guardian?
am currently collecting the stickers to redeem the plush toy..
whoever doesn't want it gimme can?? ^^
i need 9 more to make it 40...
or 289 more.. to collect all 8 plush toys..
anyone?? help??

P/P/S: Happy Birthday Li Chin!!

291009

2009-10-29T19:59:00.003+08:00

No class today..
went to college whole day...
finally finish doing WP for tomoro's submission...
almost gave up doing it..
but it's 25% overall...
it's considered a lot...
for a person like me who's not good at programming...

Hate it when it rains...
especially when i don't have a blanket with me >.<
especially when i'm in the library (super super cold!)..
and especially when i want to concentrate doing assignment
(my hands will get numb and can't type nicely).. hehe...

Another tiring and not-so-productive day...
tmr gonna focus more..
have to finish ERP assignment which is due next Monday...
and which i haven't even started doing!

So cold now~~~
So tired now~~~
So stress now~~~
but u're not here with me...
i need u.......

CONCENTRATE!

2009-10-28T22:10:00.001+08:00

CONCENTRATE!!
CONCENTRATE!!
CONCENTRATE!!

FOCUS!!
FOCUS!!
FOCUS!!

Hectic Life~~

2009-10-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

This 2 weeks is going to be very hectic for us..
1 test and 7 assignments to be submitted..
suddenly felt so stressed...
no mood to think of any other things..
wanna finish up notes fast fast so that can start doing assignments...
have to really control myself from doing other things once i online..
stop playing restaurant city..
stop playing cafe world...
stop playing forum...
stop playing MSN...
stop! stop! stop!
just 2 weeks...
hope i can do it!!

My eyes are so painful now..
looking at the screen for too long ady...
i need to rest.....
but recently i realized i have difficulty falling asleep..
what's happening to my life?
i need to concentrate!
i need something to motivate me!
perhaps what i need is self-motivation..
that's the strongest barrier for me now...
wish me luck ^^

My BIG Day!!

2009-10-24T21:59:00.002+08:00

Thanks everyone who wishes me,
I wish you guys the same too...

Thanks those who celebrates with me,
thanks April for yesterday's group celebration,
today's celebration is a surprise though,
thanks Mabel & Yean Yen for turning up,
and especially thanks to Rica for organizing everything!

Wanna thanks someone for brightening up my day...
you might know or dunno who you are...
but your message meant a lot to me...

Thanks to my mummy,
for organizing a Korean BBQ at home...
smell so 'smokey' now...
haha

I appreciate what you guys have done..
am glad that i've known you guys...
hope next year will be the same...
Love you guys!!

It's 3:38am

2009-10-22T03:30:00.003+08:00

It's 3:38am...
I'm still not asleep yet....
it's not because i'm not tired...
it's just because...
i'm able to online using laptop in my room alr!!
yay!!
but eventually gonna sleep soon...
cos starting to feel hungry....
:{

夜深人静的时候
听着某些歌
想起某些人，某些事
真的让人有种寂寞空虚的感觉
或许我真的应该不去想了
(其实早就不该想了)
回想起来真的很痛苦
前几天又跟朋友聊了这话题
又勾起了一些回忆
(其实也没有很多回忆)
我真的很想不去想它
不去看它
不去记它
可是真的很难做到

I'm Sooo STRESSED UP!!

2009-10-11T14:05:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of my mid sem break...
but it feels like i didn't have any holiday...
went to college everyday...
doing assignments with friends....
but felt that most of the time wasted...
on Facebook's games... hehe
but luckily finished typing ERP notes...
still got Project Mgmt's and E-Commerce's notes...

These 4 weeks gonna be extra extra busy...
all assignments are due in Week 12..
and next week is Week 8...
assignments, mid term tests, small tests all coming up....

13/10 (Tue) - Web Programming due for PHP submission
13/10 (Tue) - Web Programming open book test (25%)
14/10 (Wed) - Maths test 1 (15%)
16/10 (Fri) - Web Programming due for data validation submission
19/10 (Mon) - ERP quiz 1 (15%)
21/10 (Wed) - EC mid term test
23/10 (Fri) - Web Programming due for forms submission
24/10 (SAT) - class replacement from 8:30 to 5:30!! (spoil my weekend!!)
30/10 (Fri) - Web Programming due for file handling submission
02/11 (Mon) - ERP quiz 2 (5%)
ERP Assignment 1 due (haven't even touch yet!!)
04/11 (Wed) - EC Assignment due (also haven't started!!)
06/11 (Fri) - Project Mgmt Group Assignment due (same thing..not started!!)
09/11 (Mon) - Web Programming Assignment due
ERP Submission of Presentation slide
ERP Assignment 2 due
16/11 (Mon) - ERp Test (10%)
* not included Comm skills assignments....
5 more from that subject....

See.... how we'll survive this sem??....
every week we're concentrating WP assignment (cos the submission is per week, and overall submission is same week as others)...
we have no time for other subject's assignment....
anyway... good thing is that i've resigned from Zanmai...
won't be too tired that i can't do my assignments....

Gambatte everyone!!

Dream

2009-09-28T13:50:00.000+08:00

I saw you once...
I dreamt of you 3 nights straight....
is the dream hinting me something?

work..........

2009-09-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

Started working in Sushi Zanmai last Saturday...
some of the people are friendly, some not..
first day working...
quite smooth....
although the first order i took was wrong!!
wtf!!
now i experience was is called BUSY!!
whole day non-stop!
9:30 still got people lining up outside!
still eating sushi this late??
doesn't make sense!!

Second day and third day...
supervisor say will be VERY busy...
but then i felt a bit relaxed...
maybe I'm used to it??
(so fast..haha)
started to take orders....
everything was very smooth...
don't really feel tired but legs damn hurt!!

Today....
really sux day!
did a few mistakes....
but luckily finish work early...
my legs hurt like hell!!
some more having sore throat!!
so so so very tired!!

After working for 4 days straight...
everyday 12pm to 12am...
felt like as though i'm having my term break now...
miss college soooooo much!!
can't wait to see my friends again tomorrow!
miss everyone so much!!

p/s: really hope to see u...

Lucky Night...

2009-09-10T10:04:00.000+08:00

Last night went Poppy Collection with friends...
actually not really my friends..
they're my friend's friends...
a bit boring cos nothing much to talk...
some more not in a talking mood...

Before going Poppy Collection..
we have dinner at Jalan Alor..
1 person RM22.40.. considered ok ba...

From Jalan Alor drove to Modesto's..
parking per entry RM10..
these places' parking is killing..
but once in a while still ok ba...

Reach Poppy Collection around 8:30...
they met their friend..
they told me this guy is very smart...
2 years younger than them...
which is 17 years old...
and he has completed his A Levels!!

We went in and look for a place to sit...
8 of us..
but only ordered 2 cocktails and 1 jug of beer...
Rica and i drank cocktails and 3 other guys shared that beer....

While enjoying the music....
saw a quite handsome guy walked pass...
he's walking to the washroom...
didn't see his face...
only saw his attire..
he's wearing only a vest and jeans....
was thinking this guy's attire is kinda different but nice!
when he returned from the washroom..
once again saw him...
still the same...
saw his attire and not his face..
when he walked pass us...
1 of the guy is like...
hey! is that Cao Ge(曹格)??
then we all looked at his direction...
saw his tattoo...
OMG!! it's really him!!
too bad his back is facing us....

Some of them keep looking at him...
and Rica wanted to take photo with him...
so we take the chance to ask for the bill from the waiter...
and went to the cashier to pay...
he's just siting next to the cashier at the bar top...
but at last we still didn't approach him when we walk pass him...

Back with the other friends..
1 of them volunteer to approach him...
so he went there and said...
嗨, 你是曹格吗?
我那边有一班朋友很喜欢你...
可以跟你拍照吗?
he's a very nice person...
he saw 4 of us altogether..
and asked whether we want group photo or individual photo...
if group photo..
he'll walk towards us..
if individual..
we'll stand next to him...
of course we want individual photo la!!
haha...
after 4 of us finish taking photos with him...
we went back to our own seats..
that time quite high alr..
if not because today waking up early to come college...
i sure order another cocktail to drink alr..
haha...

Overall although quite bored...
still felt happy that we met him...
felt quite lucky these 2 days...
cos the day before (Tuesday)..
went yam cha with friend at Cheras Old Town..
and met Danny Wen there..
we're not that crazy about him though....
haha

Resigned...

2009-09-07T15:27:00.000+08:00

Finally resigned from Tokyo G..
without Restaurant Manager's knowing..
guess he'll know today when ARM pass him the letter...
haha!
going to work at Zanmai...
starting 19th i guess...
still prefer busy outlets...
i need exercise!! haha

Although it's my last day yesterday...
quite many things happen in 1 day....

Early in the morning...
from Cheras, drive to Kepong, pick up a friend, drive to Rawang...
got lost in town, almost drive to opposite direction, luckily saw a big arrow from opposite...
if not....大吉利事lo..... haha
after taking things from friend, drove whole way back to Selayang...
friend bring me go Selayang market eat breakfast....
辣椒板面...我的最爱!!
damn long didn't go morning market alr...
saw and bought lots of snacks... haha

Went to work at 12pm...
lunch as usual...
not busy at all..
played most of the time...
Head chef almost told RM it's my last day...
thank god he didn't manage to tell him....
if not....
he'll sit down with me and talk to me for 2 hours..
haha..

Break time went and bought a bag i wanted for sooooooo long...
daddy finnaly agreed to buy for me...
if not.. I'll sure use my own money to buy! haha
wanted to put the bag straight in car...
from old wing.. walked so very far to dataran carpark...
weather so hot somemore..
then only realized....
i left my car keys in the restaurant!!
quite funny though...haha!

Around 6pm...
ARM told us that 3 of our big bosses are coming for dinner...
we're like... ok lor.. moreover restaurant not busy...
we can give them 101% excellent service...
never did we expect that...
once they are here....
people started coming in as well...
by 7:30.. the restaurant is full!!
it's been so long since we have full house...
so bad to say this... haha
supposed to finish work at 8...
so busy that time passes so fast and before 1 can realize..
it's already 9pm!
last day of work also bully me...
make me finish work late and feeling so damn tired!

After working....
had 'last' dinner at Tokyo G!
pity Azzim and Chee How...
Azzim didn't even get a chance to eat when buka puasa!

Around 10:30..
Rica and i decided to leave..
she can't go home too late..
so after some 'farewell'...
we headed to the carpark....
something enexpected happened!!
i lost my parking ticket!!
after searching for around 15 minutes..
we cannot do anything but to go to the carpark office...
have to ay RM20 for lost ticket..
but actually it's not that bad...
if the ticket is found within 24 hours...
can claim for refund! haha

Reached home around 12...
very very exhausted...
slept at around 1:30am...

Gonna have a free week to catch up all my studies..
hope can finish all assignments and complete my notes!
Happy holiday to Selangor!

ps: holiday is good... but the bad thing is...
we SCT have to replace classes for public holiday!
damn STUPID!

Moody day......

2009-08-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

Today's National Day...
we got 3x pay!
some only get 2x pay...
like Zanmai.. Hot Piper.. bla bla bla..

Although today is public holiday...
business still slow like sh**!
kinda getting bored working here....
sick of 'certain things'!!
should i resign??
i really feel like to...
but when?
thought of giving letter today..24 hrs notice...
but i'll wait..
wait till end of payroll...
then might work with Budi...
still prefer working in busy outlets....
at least working is like exercising..
haha

Had dinner after work..
(since it's not busy..finished work at 7)...
after meal..
had a pint of Tiger beer...
can't even finish and started to feel dizzy...
damn! I still have to drive home!
drive quite carefully today..
scared got road block...
if got... mampos!!

Tomoro is another new day...
will stay back as usual...
study / do assignment with Nick & Budi...
just hope it will be another good day ^^

Last.....

2009-08-29T14:22:00.000+08:00

I had my last stick of cigarette yesterday afternoon...
I told myself...
it will be the LAST one...
hope i can quit smoking....
if i can...
i know i can 'quit' the feeling as well...
wish myself luck..

Rainy day....

2009-08-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

It's 4:30 now....
tiring day after attending classes...
including the last class which is the 'dunno what' Web Programming..
just dunno what's the point of the practical class...
just doing some stupid exercises...

Now staying back with the guys, Budi and Nick...
trying to start Web Programming assignment...
we're supposed to create a portal selling / displaying products...
every week have to pass up different parts as marks were given...
hope with the pro Budi here can finish up ASAP..

Had lunch in Hot Piper just now...
since Kevin's working there...
we have discount for a la carte orders...
food there still ok...
but today I ordered the lasagna set lunch
don't really like it because too much tomato!
too sour and not really what I expected...
what I cooked last time is much better...
haha...
while waiting for the food...
Kevin introduced us to play a game called 'Taboo'...
it sorta test our English and the way we express a term, without saying any of the words given...
a very interesting game to be played among peers..

OMG...
it's 5:30 now and I felt something like a gastrik pain....
forcing myself not to eat anything now as dinner is awaiting me at home!
if i eat now...
i'll use extra $$ and eat double....
cos promised mummy that i'll go home for dinner...
hope my stomach will be good and cooperative....
haha...

Friday's class cannot be changed to Thursday...
therefore tomorrow don't have class...
will be studying at home I guess...
gonna do revision everyday...
try not to study last minute anymore..
haha

21.08.09

2009-08-21T18:22:00.000+08:00

Felt like I have a lot of things wanna write here...
but just dunno how to start.....
wrote at least 4 -5 drafts but all 'kek下kek下'....
haiz.....

Maybe I should start with my opinion of my classes this week...
we cannot expect that all classes should be fun and not boring...
as usual....
Ms Angela's class was with the most fun....
especially today's class....
we're 'playing' something on a website....
and spent almost half an hour on it!
thanks to the guys for wasting so much time.... haha

ERP class is the MOST BORING class!
especially practical class!
i know ERP is very important and useful...
but then.....
just can't stand the boringness and blurness towards that subject....

2nd worse class is Web Programming...
OMG!
they hired a Korean lecturer to teach us...
with her heavy korean accent and doesn't know how to pronouce certain English words....
i dunno how i'm going to strive through this subject....
some more that stupid tutor assistant (TA) damn f*cking lan si!!
damn! just a TA and act as if he's the boss of SCT!
ask him question and he call us to refer to the question!
if question is clear also don't need to ask him la!

This sem we have Thursdays off...
Friday's classes until 4:30...
we're trying to move all Friday's classes to Thursdays....
can have 3 days off straight...
can work more days....
trying to fulfill someone's dream....
hoping it can come true before her birthday... ^^

Anyway...
6 subjects this sem is too much for some of us...
even the 2 good Yemen students decided to drop 2 subjects this sem...
thought of doing that too...
but doesn't want to waste more time and money in college....
time passes fast....
everything will be over before you knew it....
just hope can get good results at the end.....

Gonna get prepared to go out soon...
we have a primary school gathering...
heard there will be around 25 ppl attending...
at Starhill Jogoya....
supper got 50% discount!
but still...
later eat so full how to sleep o??
tmr need to wake up early to go work some more...
haiz....

17.08.09

2009-08-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

终于开学了!!
今早还起不到身....
爸爸叫了三四次才起到....

感觉上整个假期过到很充实下....
头两个星期跟表弟玩....
后两个星期不会太闷不会太忙....
周末去做工下虽然有时会闷可是好过在家...
呵呵.....

新学期的时间表很suck下....
拜一拜二两个小时休息.....
可是是分两次来休息....
往好的方面想....
酱那些男的不会整天讲去打机....
都不懂那些dota有什么好玩....
可以玩到他们喊来喊去....
看到都显.....

讲讲今天第一天课感想....
一大早就上了'数学课'.....
老师讲这个business maths 会有很多formula要懂....
考试会提供formula...
可是一用错就够力了.....
第一堂课老师就打击全班了...
说failure rate 是 50%!
拿到A的才那两个....
够力! 要加油了!

第二堂课.....
上到超闷....
全班都快睡着了.....
课室又超冷....
更离谱的是.......
这个老师一开口又打击了我们....
failure rate 又是 50%!
A 的也是两个罢了...
看来要好好加油了....
这个sem开始有算CGPA了....
我要我的CGPA美美的above 3.75....
希望可以做到啦.....

最后一堂课....
audi 竟然没有电!
拖拖下半小时后才开始上课....
全部人第一天上课都顶不顺要睡觉了....
幸好这个老师教书不会太闷....
不然我看没有人会鸟她.....

5:30终于放学了...
超饿的....
才想到今天午餐都没有吃....
只喝了豆浆仙草....
哈哈

现在好累.....
要早睡了.....

Happy School Reopen Everyone!
and.....
Happy National Day to Indonesia!
haha

08.08.09

2009-08-08T23:03:00.001+08:00

This is written 6:15am this morning:

Today I'm supposed to wake up 5:30am and reach Mabel's house by 6:45
because we're having a basketball game at another friend's house at Desa Park City...
5:05am received Mabel smsed saying her bf got drunk and she have to look after him...
so i decided not to go also cos no place to bath after the game....
have to work after that...
i can go to other people's house to bath...
but.........
i don't have all their number!
haiz.....

Lie on the bed trying to sleep again...
but dunno why a lot of things keep running in my head...
and i felt very very awaked!
wanted to go online....
but saw mummy's room door not tightly closed....
she open the door can see me straight....
then tried to write this blog using handphone's WAP...
but.....
'This page is too large to display, please try another link'....
swt........
roll here roll there.....
i think around 7++ only fell asleep again....

Today's restaurant not busy at all...
can say i lepak whole day....
hehe....
but damn dulan the stupid manager!
don't make me angry i call all ur Full Time staff to resign!

1 more week before college start...
missed college so much!

Ur smile

2009-08-05T13:35:00.000+08:00

I saw u smiling yesterday

and i felt relieved...

Hope the smile will stay forever

03.08.09

2009-08-03T17:18:00.000+08:00

Last 2 weeks was quite busy...

seldom online to write blogs and stuffs...

but the next 2 weeks will be quite bored for me...

besides working during the weekends....

weekdays mostly i'm at home doing nothing!

sienz....

Finally bought a laptop yesterday at PC fair...

so crowded!

i don't like crowded places...

it's so packed and felt suffocated!

but good thing is....

bought something i wanted so long...

somemore the decision is up to me...

have to take care my baby carefully....

got scratch i will 心痛死.....

Just now downloaded new sem's timetable...

damn sux man!

everyday's class until so late...

even friday's...

for the past 1 year our fridays are either off early or no class at all!

but now we have class until 4:30...

and thursday no class at all!

haiz.. these type of scheduling paling sien de...

friday can only work at night shift...

income reduce half T.T

But still...

i still hope the days counting down to school reopen will be faster...

i hate holidays actually....

2 weeks still ok..

1 month is tooooooooooo long for me...

可不可以愛我 卢学叡

为什麼如此的安静

为什麼明明想靠近

却还在迟疑

努力的我保持镇定

努力开拓话题

最后却溃不成军

为什麼如此的美丽

深刻的烙在心裏

最温柔的酷刑

每一天无法不想你

连闭上眼睛

怎麼都是你

你可不可以愛我

可不可以看我

反正看或不看

我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德

拒绝也不是一种罪过

你能给我

快乐还是寂寞

*1 of my favorite songs now

27.07.09

2009-07-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

Today supposed to go Sunway Lagoon with cousin brothers..
early morning go Bkt Jalil fetch them..
then go Kuen Cheng to register elder cousin brother..
cos next year he standard 1 liao..
but aunty say might not enter that school cos they will be staying in Hong Kong until end of next year..
somemore Hong Zhi don't seems to like that school..
maybe because he's used to international school..

After settled everything..
we went Purple Cane for lunch..
after lunch we headed back to Bukit Jalil..
to pack their stuffs..
but then half way aunty realized that she left a bag in the restaurant..
the bag consists a camera and handphone..
so we immediately turned back..
which took us quite some time because we dunno the way..
quite funny though..

When we're back in Bukit Jalil..
it's already 2:30..
we decided to just watch a movie and go Sunway Lagoon tomorrow..
so we headed to Sunway Pyramid for the movie..
watched Harry Potter..
don't really get the story cos i went out 3 times! haha..

After movie it's already 6:30pm..
as you know....
it's TRAFFIC JAM time!
we arrived at Bkt Jalil in 45 minutes..
consider quite fast actually...
haha

Once we entered the house..
Hong Liang saw us....
and started crying!
cos all of us went out leaving him at home!
so to make him stop crying again....
i have to drive him along the garden for 2 rounds..
haiz...
aunty told me that he requests for car ride every 2 hours!!
really 老板 ar.....

Tmr will be another fun day bringing them to Sunway Lagooon
hope the weather will be as good as today's...

Dust dust go away!

2009-07-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

Feeling very bad this afternoon when i reached grandma's house...
the roon is very dusty i can say...
i think it's because themaid is sent to 舅舅's house to look after the new born baby...
was trying to have a nap but felt damn itchy around my neck!!
scratched till it's red and painfull T.T
and keep sneezing like no one's business
the feelig is sooooo terrible!!

After some time...
my eyes started to itch also....
doesn't feel like driving back home cos i was too sleeping after all the sneezing...
but i have to cos mummy and sister don't wanna drive big car....

But when i just entered the car...
the itch all stopped...
it's like a miracle! haha

guess i was just allergy to dust....
although i'm not really that 洁癖....
but dust dust go away!
i just can't stand dust around me...

p/s: Today's someone special's birthday...
because of her...
we have common interest
because of her...
we are close.... for some some
because of her...
many things happened

p/p/s: Tomorrow's dad's birthday...

p/p/p/s: The day after tomorrow.. aunty's birthday... haha

Singapore Trip

2009-07-22T18:40:00.000+08:00

Last week went Singapore with cousins, auntie, grandma and my mom

so you guys can imagine that the whole car only females and 2 kids

quite dangerous lo actually

haha

With the help of a GPS navigation system

we manage to drive around Singapore without getting lost

quite fun using it

mummy say will consider buying 1 in the future

Saturday we arrived at around 1:30pm

after some rest
we headed off to Night Safari

Sunday we went to the zoo

the kids enjoyed a lot in the kids park

initially we planned to go to the Science Centre on the same day

but the kids played until quite late

Monday we spent almost whole day in Sentosa Island

they are building another resort in Sentosa

quite big project and very well organized

Initially we're supposed to go home on Tuesday

but since we haven't went to Science Centre yet

aunty decided to stay over 1 more day

see how she love her kids

can see that we went to Singapore for the kids' purpose

didn't go shopping at all!!

haha

Tuesday we went to the Science Centre

during the show in Omni Theatre

both the kids are too tired and fell asleep in the theatre!!

have to carry them to the car

6 yrs old Hong Zhi although only weight 21kg

is quite heavy when carrying him asleep

make my hand 没有力whole evening

haha

Finally the trip ends on Wednesday

from Singapore back home only took less than 4 hours

cos whole journey driving 130 - 140km/hr

haha

surprisingly no one stopped me...

Although quite exhausted playing with the kids

it's very fun also

they are well-desciplined and fun！

Next week gonna bring Hong Zhi to Sunway Lagoon and a movie before they return to Hong Kong on Thursday